♥misslemon♥(:

2010-04-02T16:53:00.007+08:00

woohoo...blog rotting for so long so lonely..

wahahahas let mi start from wednesday 31/03/2010,

was working at ALS while dardar msg mi saying he goin to see results, i become nervous, distracted from work, keep making mistake, n totally can't continue doin my sample, keep walking to a corner, agar preparation lab to msg dardar, cos he was checking my result form i too. one of his msg, "u wan mi to tell u ur result'', i was lik damn it.. sure did badly.. C or D, poly sure no more chances..my tears almost drop, cant even hold de pipette properly..while he replied, all B i was lik oh ok hahas u scared mi ... eventhou, B was not good but i already give my best tat's my limit... n at while dardar toking bout poly i feel nth.. seriously i feel nth.. cos i know ver less chance as my GPA drop by abit.

thursday 1/04/2010,

morning when to meet dardar at somewhere near yishun interchange de POSB back dere..
after tat when to his house..
till den i knew tat alot ppl de GPA drop too.. i was lik.. huh u sure.. somehow cant believe tat they drop..
COUNTING DOWN for poly result to be out.. i still feel nth..
2pm sharp... my turn to sign in to check for result..

while typing my IC n password.. my heart beat lik... HELL!!!!! super duper nervous....

went in de website i was looking for de word saying SUCCESSFUL OR UNSUCCESSFUL... den behind dardar say 'u r in' i was lik where... where got say i in... hahas den i know i'm in wahahahs super duper happy lo... den dardar turn to check... more nervous sia... =.='' wahahahas but heng he also in.. wahahas super duper happy for him.. he deserve it!!! hees... AND GRATES TO ALL WHO WENT IN POLY :D tell u all some secret... my dardar happy till tears drop wahahahs... shhhshhhh.... opps :D

after tat went to northpoint to eat sakae sushi.. hoho.. i keep luffing nonstop.. really lo not i dun wan to stop.. is too happy till i cant stop luffing cos I FINALLY WENT IN POLY... SO PROUD OF MYSELF WAHAHAHS gonna study hard...

after dinner went back dar's house slack.. hoho n home sweet home...

today actually going buai buai taima n taigong but mummy ask mi stay at home look after charlie n olivia... hmmx think goin grandma house for dinner soon..

going bugis wif huisien n yilin cousin tol.. n i still cant find money.. lol

2009-12-31T20:34:00.019+08:00

alright. mine blog has been rotting for weeks...

3 weeks of holiday is coming to an end. doesnt feel lik i'm having holiday at all due to projects and work.

week 1 of mine holiday:

mon : PM2 project and DNA structure project

tues : PM2 project

Wed : cant rmb wat i did..

thurs : PM2 project

fri : pm2 project

sat : ALS lab work

sun : M.A.D work

week 2 of mine holiday

mon : celebrate mine dardar and korshim birthday

tues : pei dardar go polyclinic n mi go cut hair

wed : finally a day at home (:

thurs : PM2 project and report

fri : day at home (:

sat : M.A.D work

sun : M.A.D work

week 3 of mine holiday

mon : went dardar house

tues : at home looking after my bro cos dad in hospital

wed : went hospital visit dad den to bugis de temple pray wif mummy

thurs :had hep B jab, at home looking after bro, bring in go tuition etc. meet up huixian darling a while toktok at mac.

fri : (should be whole day at homelooking after my bro)

sat : ALS work

sun : ( last day of holiday liao mus rest at home)

see! tiring holiday.. or mayb holiday is way too short... or mayb i dunno how to manage mine time.. hahas wateva..

k good new.. hmmx or mayb bad new..

i have stop working at M.A.D till i graduate from ITE cos onli left wif 9 weeks of skul den final exam already.. really cant waste time working..

but no work = no money spent..

should spent less from now onwards..

as i always work at MAD almost every sun, i really miss alot of gathering wif my coursins..

so now no more working on sun.. hope got more family day wif them.. i miss their SIAOSIAONESS.......... opps heehees...

morning went for hep B jab..

u know i really prepare myself before goin for tis jab.. wahahah mus have my heart well prepare first cos i dun wanna cry! heehees...

de doctor say mus jab 3 times.. den ask mi go for a blood tests.. omg ! is hell!!! totally hell wahahas.

den she say if my report still NOT REACTIVE, its means tat my body cannot accept den hep B thingy lo den i forever dun need take tis jab liao wahahahs.. best lo!! hees... but quite dangerous cos will tio de hep B virus (or dunno wat de la) ver easily hees.. mummy say if lik tat den cannot eat seafood lo.. haiz.. u thin i care.. wahahas tio liao den say la.. heehees...

is still 2009 and i had already receive 2 presents for my next year birthday wahahas n i love it man.. hees..THANKS TO DARDAR N DARLING! will put up de photos of presents on my birthday... if onli i rmb.. wahahas

sian! i'm so totally not looking forward to skul on monday.. really nv enjoy at all lo.. wateva.. i'm so totally not in de mood to study anything..

damn it! wanted to upload some photo.. but dunno y upload sooooo long still cannot..
hmmx next time den upload photo ba..

i miss my dardar.. faster end work go home rest liao wahahahs.. now is 1002pm u still got 7 hrs 58 mins before u next work de next morning 6 am worx jiayou..aiya thin dun need jiayou la.. u having fun, time sure pass fast fast lik dunno wat.. wahahas

happie 2010 to EVERYONE!!!! (:

i wish 2010 will be a better year..
hope no more goin to hospital.. tis year really go hospital alot of time.. countless..
onli rmb clearly were my taima n daddy.. hees n daddy recover faster faster..

and i miss my taima.. wonder how she doin upstair..can she see mi?? hope so.. ((:

everyone health good good.. yeah!!!!

and and and MONEY MONEY MONEY COME MY POCKET FASTER FASTER!!! WAHAHAHA

2009-11-03T22:16:00.004+08:00

to tat copy cat!

since u wish mi get well soon ,
hahas den i wish ur hand heal soon...

er .. mind blank dunno wan type wat.. hahas
later thin of somethin den write..

2009-11-03T21:42:00.005+08:00

last friday went to michelle birthday chalet ..
had alot of fun wif friends..lazy upload photo..
wait till i got de mood to upload den i upload..
and i'm not black hearted women i'm kind hearted gal..
at least i feel a a a a a little little little bit of guilty lo hahas
and u TANYINGJUN!!! delete my name from ur blog man..

today AAC practical assignment..

finally over..

and thanks to mr thomas hahs..

think afew ppl know onli..
better dun say if not i will be de one 害他被骂。。

sick liao.. so uncomfortable.. haiz..
speedy recovery..

yeah friday no skul!!

got some black heart old man..
i sick liao still ask mi faster type!!!
u know my running tap very xing ku ma???!!!
!@#$%^&**&^%$#@#!
TANYINGJUN!!

2009-10-11T11:43:00.005+08:00

well ytd went for huisien 21st birthday bbq..
finally take key liao..
when my turn to take key?? hahas
took alot photo..
but not wif mi..

happie 21st birthday
kokhuisien(:

tol skul start..
looking forward man..
is lik years nv go skul liao..
faster faster i wana go skul...
I LOVE SKUL BUT I SCARE I CANT COPE WELL .. SIAN!!!
mus be more hardworking now liao..
cos studying on weekdays, working on weekends..

hope tis sem wont have problem,
try my best not to have conflicts!!!
just wana let it pass smoothly...
at least some good memories for my last few months of skul..
hope can go poly.. if can..

2009-10-02T00:56:00.001+08:00

Personality Tests

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2009-09-16T17:22:00.003+08:00

here r my colleagues.. i miss them sia!!! i wana work!!! any part time intro??

my RO not in photo:(

2009-09-16T15:46:00.014+08:00

ok.. back to normal.. all thanks to weeliang tat monkey(:

there goes my 5 days of holiday.
sat n sun overnight at xiao kim house..

monday..
morning bring charlie go tuition, buy breakfast, rest awhile, fetch him back from tuition.
bring him to skul n went home..
bath n off i go to meet liwen..
went bugis..
bought a top.
went home..

tuesday,
clear my cardboard,
then i know i got so many clothes tat i totally nv wear b4.. wahaha
down with flu..
so stop clearing and today..

today..
continue wif my clothes..
went yishun make spec.
$178 sia..
but i onli pay $78 hahas.

now wana upload photo wahaha :D

hahas tat's all..
some photo ver blur sia!! is it my phone de problem???
alot of kuku face.. wahaahas

2009-09-12T13:01:00.002+08:00

IA ended ytd..
sure gonna miss them la!
took photos but dunno y tis blog lik cannot upload lik tat..
i got alot photo wana upload le.. who can teach mi?? i so sotong hahas dunno how to use.. lol
bought small gifts for them hope they lik it.. hahas
n my supervisor also bought 2 gifts for mi.. thanks la.. i really lik it.. hahas

broke up ytd but i felt nth..
it just fade off..
still.. i'm de one who always break it..
but still can be fren..

well.. later mayb goin xiao kim house over night hahas!
i miss my little resi((:

i wana look for a part time job!!!
i really need money now!!!

2009-09-10T19:39:00.001+08:00

well well well.
tol my last day of attachment liao..
i sure gonna miss him all.

took bus 76 home and around upper paya lebar, got one white car suddenly change lane n cut into de lane where de bus i'm on was out of sudden.. den de of cos out of sudden brake!!! i fell la..
all i rmb was i was holding onto de piller, sudden i fell n sat onto a indian lady leg, n a chinese lady fell n sat on my leg.. at tat time i still blur sia, was thinking y i fell la.. den heard de bus driver calling back to de station n report accident saying de white car gone liao..

a old lady behind mi sitting also fell off.. den i think she knock her knee ba.. keep saying very pain.. n lucky a pregnant lady sitting la.. if not dunno wat happen liao..
den got one thin 40++ lady really injury sia.. near de eye somemore.. den call for ambulance..

damn hate tat driver tat drove off la..
just becos u one person anyhow cut into other lane without giving any warning, can really cos alot ppl injury without u knowing..

i just know tat my grandma was in de hospital..
get well soon ah ma.. hope tol can be discharge..
see!!! i really hate hospital...

n mummy lik not feeling well..

haiz.. wat happen to my family??
first uncle.. second grandpa..
now??/ grandma n mummy???

GET WELL SOON EVERYONE!!! STOP FALLING SICK!!

should i get a part time job?? been thinking from 2 pm till now..
n de question of whether to find for a part time job came to my mind out of sudden...

2009-09-07T19:55:00.000+08:00

whoo.. almost forget my password..

yeah... 4 more days of IA..
which mean NO MORE WAKING UP EARLY.. hahas happy happy..
counting down now..

today end work at 5.30 sharp!!!
been dere for 4 months liao n tis is my first time ending at 5.30 sharp.. hahas
today totally no sample la.. dunno tol got sample anot.. hahas

hmmx wat should i do during my holiday.??
SHOPPING WIF FRIENDS N COUSINS((:
SLEEPING AT HOME.. AND OF COS EAT EAT EAT!! WAHAHHA

HMMX WILL UPLOAD SOME PHOTO TAKEN ON 5/9 SAT.. NOW LAZY TO UPLOAD.. WAIT TILL HOLIDAY DEN UPLOAD BA.. :D

2009-08-02T19:54:00.000+08:00

ytd went back for OT..
i still prefer to work on sat..
so relax...
thou alot samples but i still enjoy it.. mayb cos onli half day so time seem to pass faster..
n..n..n.. on sat can wear short.. hahas feel ver comfortable..
how i wish weekdays can wear short too.. dun lik wear long jean/pants... kind of irritating...

on fri finally too my pay for july..
not happy!!!!
onli $270!!!! wat de hell...
i taut still can get at least a $320 or wat de..
cos i got do OT...
but haiz..
thursday on mc n de leave back to skul all deducted... 30 bucks sia!! GONE!!!
30 bucks can buy clothes sia!!!
lucky i friday go back work la.. if not i thin around 50 bucks gone..

i not happy cos
1) i did OT on sat 2 weeks ago dunno wat date liao... 2 WEEKS AGO!!! RMB 2 WEEKS!!!!
2) i mc on thursday 30/7... WHICH IS DE DAY B4 I GET MY PAY!!!

so comparing 2 WEEKS AGO N DE DAY B4 ???

2 WEEKS AGO DE OT PAY COUNTED AS NEXT MONTH... N DE DAY B4 DE MC COUNTED AS TIS MONTH??
I DUN THIN TIS MAKE SENSE LO..

since 2 weeks ago de thin can counted as next month y dun as well de day b4 de thin counted as next month too???
doesnt tis make more sense???

i'm ver happy working in my department cos they are all good ppl..
but really de pay make mi so.. walau..
taut still can go shopping.. go k.. buy presents for friends de lo wat de hell la..
now can forget bout goin shoppin n all liao lo .. wif 200 bucks go out one day already not enough to buy thin liao lo...
how to last sia!!!!

2009-07-30T16:35:00.003+08:00

last night already not feeling well but ate 3 panadols taut today will recover..
ytd totally cant sleep.. keep goin toilet.. stomach damn not well still running nose whole body so jelly... feel lik floating..

morning went to work...
at interchange onli cannot talk it liao.. nose lik running tap lik tat..
so went home rest den go see doctor with mummy n didi..
cos my bro also not feeling well..
wa.. waited for 1 hours plus sia.. damn long.. (de doctor de mc lik FOC de lo. give both of us 2 days)
reach home eat medicine sleep...

now feeling better liao..
hope tol can go back work.. although i got 2 days of mc.. but just feel lik goin back tol..
sat got OT..

i'm back with him last night wahahaha((:
hope tis time can last hehs

2009-07-26T17:54:00.002+08:00

ytd went to yishun wif ber..
our main purpose dere was to look for a present for someone hahas..

had a haircut first n off to northpoint to look for present..
but find none so went to j8..
yes!! wahahaha we bought a.... cannot say now..shhh.. hahas

walk round j8 a while..
i thin i got 2 years or so nv go j8 liao.. n northpoint too but northpoint is months onli la..
northpoint really change alot better lo.. hahas nore lik shopping centre..
j8 nv really chage onli some shop change onli.. hahas..

after tat went home to bath cos my clothes got alot of my hair after my haircut.. ver itch man..
after bath, quickly off to my aunt house at tampines for my baby cousin de birthday,1 year old liao .. so fast hahas..
n huiqi bf [kl]was dere too... know wat he say bout mi??? "huh... i taut u sec 1 or sec 2 onli leh!!!!''
should i be happy or angry??? hahas dunno..
happy is i still look damn young hahas..
angry is..he indirectly saying mi SHORT or LOOK CHILDISH .. i wana be mature but ppl still say mi LOOK LIK VER SMALL GAL LIK TAT.. hahas nvm
after tat went home..

today as usual ... woke up at 11 plus.. (so long nv sleep until so late liao)
went to grandma house for lunch..
went back home do my work.. logbook again... haiz seven more weeks means i have to think about 7 MORE REPORT WHICH I'M SO BLANK N DUNNO WAT TO WRITE LIAO... hiaz...

kk mummy calling liao
goin grandma house have dinner liao..

I MISS SKUL MAN!!! ARGHHHH.... I WANA GO SKUL HEAR MY FRIENDS CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP.!!! I MISS HEARING SHUT DE FUCK UP LA by tat MR WONG KC!!! WAHAHAHA

2009-07-05T16:25:00.001+08:00

i knew it, after i saw him ytd, de image of him will keep appearing in my mind..
been hoping to receive his msg.but none.
i'm so moody today.

today was fine until i saw him...

2009-07-04T17:22:00.002+08:00

when to ber's grandma salon to find her n forward to de bank..
walk round,
n i saw him..
actually i heard his voice first den saw his tattoo den confirm is him..
my first reaction was walking away, avoiding him..
dun wan him to see mi...
when to de bus stop.. felt breathless, whole body felt so weak.. totally feel lik fainting..
taut of watching him leave first den i go w/o he seeing mi..
but then i think he saw mi too, after he took cab den i go..
at bus damn feel lik crying man..
when to mac, meet up py dear n liwen honey, i cannot take it anymore,
my tears drop..
i din know when i saw him my reaction was tis.. i taut i could walk up to him n smile but i cant do it today.. i heart felt so...
waited for them to finish eating their lunch, i nv eat cos totally no appitate(dunno how to spell).. waited for bl sweety to reach n off we go to k pool...
keep on losing to them cos totally no mood...
after tat, went shopping..
total brought 5 tops today which a total of $94++ ..

i just spending money on clothes mayb to make mi feel better..
but now.. i'm still thinking bout him.. i taut i've let him go.. really out of my life and mind...
de fact is he's still deep inside my heart which i, myself doesnt even notice it...

blaming myself for goin out today..

if today nv go out, i wont get to see him..
if today nv go out, i wont get to see him.. i wont have tis feelings..
if today nv go out, i wont get to see him.. i wont have tis feelings.. i wont be typing tis...
if today nv go out, i wont get to see him.. i wont have tis feelings.. i wont be typing tis...and i will be laughing happily now....

money cant buy laugher n happiness

2009-06-27T21:21:00.008+08:00

i know tis blog's been rotting for weeks..
hahas
n i'm back..

mr roy finally came visit us on tuesday..
should i say i'm kinda shock or disappointed???

no matter shock or disappointed..
just onli for one reason...
becos mr christopher goh was dere too..
while i'm on my way up to de office to meet mr roy, i was thinking to ask him for lunch wif us cos its nearly lunch time..
i haven even step into de meeting room n i saw mr goh head.. i sian half liao.. dun even feel lik opening my mouth n ask..
mr goh talk about de attendance..

for us (aishah n mi..) we were late one time.. n is de dunno first or second week of work n now is alr week 5 or 6 n he keep repeating it lik dunno wat.. i know is our responsibility not to be late for work..
ever since de one time of lateness, we were trying our ver best to reach early..
n we almost reach de company 15-20 plus mins earlier n started work eariler since then.. without fail..

n u(mr goh) onli commented bout de lateness n not bout de effort we reach dere early..
n u dere saying is fair..
perhaps to u is fair.. but to us?? i cant see any of de alphbate(sri dunno how to spell) F A I R in u..
forget bout it..

on thursday 25/6 , super bad day for mi.. i cant have my mind set.

was doin sampleing well until i turn myself to get de tubes,
de boss MRS WONG wif 4 to 5 auditors saw mi,
not onli i'm de one who was shock, they were also shock to see mi as i'm not wearing goggle.
even my RO wasnt wearing goggle too.. de rest were wearing spec so no worries.. rmbed one of de auditor look lik de bouncer in skul, he was looking at mi, at tat time my whole body went jelly..
carried on wif my work praying tat they do not come into de lab.. really praying hard till i cant concentrate on de steps i'm doin..
after they left, asked darren how.. he say nvm giving mi a smile.. but i'm still worried.. went to ask my supervisor how she also give mi de same ans same reaction.. just dunno wat to do.. so went back to work..
after tat aunt christine n my ro came to de lab bringing laugher, then i was thinking my ro also nv wear goggle so nvm la.. just stop thinking bout it n do my best.. but then after a few mins, when i'm taking broth from de shelf, i accidentiately broke one duran bottle(at tat point of time i still dunno i was de one who break it ) until i turn my head, my ver first reaction was OMG MY SHOES KANA ... until christine came in looking at mi den telling mi NVM IS OK.. I HELP U CLEAN UP N JOKE WIF MI AGAIN, i felt guilty.. really feel lik banging de wall in front of mi.. really feel lik crying..den followed my by ro coming in asking who broke de bottle, i admitted straight. waiting for her to scold or asking mi to pay up.. not no... she laughed n say nvm...

THEY ARE DE BEST WORKING PARTNERS I EVEN SINCE..
I'M SURE AFTER MY ATTACHMENT, I'M GONNA MISS THEM FOR SURE..
supervisor asked mi whether i wana go back work if got vacancies, i say yes.. de reason i say yes is mayb becos they r de best partners n de environment in de lab and de laugher...

after talking to ber, i finally understand tat money cant buy laugher,de happiness..
starting of de attachment, i envious her becos of de pay.. but now.. i prefer my working environment.. (:

friday 26/6 got training..
n ro put mi into de training wif them too
is about API or IPA cant rmb much..
after de trainee demo n explain to us, she asked who wana try, den my supervisor shake head n look at mi asking mi to try, so i tried cos i still rmb some of de steps.. do until de end, i got 5 wells w/o buffer cos not enough.. lol.. den incubate of hours..
after tat mus add de oil or dunno wat de to see de final result.. they ask mi try again, i shake my head cos i cant rmb de step de trainee did.. n jasper looking at mi smiling n help mi complete it..
i so nevious la..scare my final result different from de trainee.. but it turn to be de same result.. i so relief.. hahas.. i least i did it rt.. hahas..

sat 27/6

just finished watching boys over flowers :D yeah i love it..
totally fall in love wif them..
its so sweet..
bring mi laugher and tears...
been finding video from youtube, de NGs n more..
eventhou, i dun uinderstand a single word of it.. but still, i'm enjoying it..
n i realise tat i'm been affected by de show..
during work i keep thinking bout tat show n i'm kinda moody for de pass few days when i'm thinking bout de sad part of de show.. really i'm not lying.. hahas..

I LOVE BOYS OVER FLOWER ((: MUACK** hees

I MISS I MISS I MISS

2009-06-07T21:09:00.011+08:00

been running down to hospital for de pass few days..
and finally today can discharge..
home is always better den aanywhere else..
mummy faster recover ((: faster faster... hahas

tol got to work again... sian sian sian..I'M SO DAMN LACK OF SLEEP...
to mi working is not tat sian..
is just tat.. working will make mi think of writing de report, or u call it de description of a task or tasks done for de week..

for de pass 2 weeks, my grade all B... haiz..
and know wat???
FRIDAY my supervisor told mi tat i am good in my technical work... but she cant give mi a A sian la!!! might as well dun say...

den my supervisor wana mi to write all de tasks i did one week one down for week one.. ?? i was lik huh??? dun need lo.. just write one can liao lo.. if i write everything den i de rest of de week got nth to write liao cos everyday do same thing lo...
she still say u write one ur teacher wont say wat maiz..
know wat i reply???

hahas.. i say WONT LO.. MR ROY ANYTHING ONE WONT TORTURE PPL DE WAHAHAHA den she luff?? actually i kinda of hinding her tat she is turtoring mi wif my log book..

my week one de report last thurs den mark la.. keep asking mi to change tis change tat.. tis no link tat no link.. i know she is helping mi... but i just felt stress over it.. was thinking y aishah they all de supervisor just mark n return them onli n mine??? keep saying tis cannot tat cannot... thursday really feeling lik crying really feel lik calling mr roy ask him why tis n why tat??? hahas.. but in de end i keep paster her, say tis one is wat tat one is wat.. give her all my crap den she mark.. wahahhaah.. she sign on de spot i suddenly felt sososo damn relief la.. hahas..

OH YA MY DERE GOT ONE MALAYSIAN GUY NAME DARREN.. HAHAS SUDDENLY FEEL TAT HE ABIT LOOK LIK KORSHIM.. KINDA BLUR BLUR DE DEN I KEEP ON LUFFING AT HIM LA.. HAHAS
MY BSC WERE JUST BESIDE HIS.. DEN MY TAT BSC SO DAMN NOISY.. I KEEP ON PUTTING MY HEAD INSIDE N DO DE EXPERIMENT LO.. NOW I;M HALF DEAF..
OH YA BACK TO HIM..
I DUNNO WHETHER HE WAS TALKING TO MI OR TALKING TO HIMSELF?? (COS DE SAMPLE LAB ONLI GOT WE 2.. ) DEN MY DERE SO NOISY TAT I CANT HEAR HIM KEEP SAYING WAT WAT U SAY?? HAHAS DEN HE REPEAT N REPEAT AGAIN DEN I LUFF...
JUST HIM FIND TALKING TO HIMSELF LIK TAT LO.. TALK TALK TALK DEN ACTION ALOT ALOT.. DEN TALK TO MI DEN I DUN CARE LET HIM TALK TO HIMSELF DEN I LUFF.. HAHAS HE STILL DUNNO I LUFFING AT HIM LA.. WHEN HE KNOW LIAO DEN HE SAY DUN LUFF AT HIM HAHS!!! DAMN FUNNY LA...

DE AUNT (CHRISTINE) VER CUTE LA.. I SEE HER FACE I WANNA LUFF LIAO LO.. DEN SHE OPEN HER MOUTH TALK.. OMG I CANT STAND IT.. SO DAMN FUNNY LA. DUNNO Y DE PPL DERE DUN FIND IT FUNNY DE LO...DEN I LUFF MYSELF.. LIK SIAO GAL LIAO TAT.. BUT DERE DE RO WILL LUFF LOUD LOUD ONE HAHAS FUN FUN..

i wana than wang li for helping mi open all de bottles everythin when got water sample.. cos my hand really no more energy open liao.. THANKYOU ((:
wana thank meiyan, supervisor think her name is siang poh ba n darren for teaching mi all de things.. THANK YOU((:

GOT ONE GUY.. SAW HIM ALOT OF TIME IN DE LAB.. LOOK DAMN SERIOUS MAN..ALSO WONT TALK TO MI DE LO.. I DUNNO WHO HIM LA.. I TAUT WAT SIA.. HAHAS DEN ASKED WANGLI DEN HE TOLD MI TAT DE GUY IS THEIR PREVIOUS MANAGER.. I WAS LIK OMG.. I CANNOT STEP HIS TAIL WAHAHAHS!!!
DEN LAST FRIDAY I HELP HIM DO TIS EXPERIMENT DEN HE OPEN HIS MOUTH TALK TO MI.. OK LA.. REALLY FIND HIM SERIOUS BUT GOOD.. SERIOUS DEN CAN MAKE BIG THIN HAHAS!!!

DEN MY RO STILL SAY: ''AIYO DARREN NOW I FEEL TAT HUIMIN IS DE ONE WORKING HERE B4 NOT U LO... SO BLUR DE... THING DUNNO WHERE TO TAKE.. SEE DE LABEL LA..
AIYO CANNOT LIK TAT BLUR BLUR DE... ''
DAMN FEEL LIK LUFFING HAHAS.. BUT FELT BAD LO.. WAHAHAHS DUN CARE I JUST WANAA LUFF LUFF LUFF!!! MUAHAHAHAHAH :DDDDD
DEN TAT DAY MY RO N MI HELP DARREN DO DE WORK.. HE SO SLOW LA DEN MY RO KEEP MAKING NOISE ASK HIM FASTER FASTER HAHAS.. DEN WHEN HE WANA EXPLAIN TO MI HOW TO DO TAT TIME MY RO SAY .. : U EXPLAIN BLURBLUR DE LO EVEN MI ALSO DUN UNDERSTAND WAT U TALKING.. DEN DUNNO WAT HE SAY LA.. DEN RO SAY DUN BELIEVE U TRY EXPLAIN LO.. DEN HE HAVEN EXPLAIN FINISH I SAY OUT ALL DE THING TAT NEEDED TO BE DONE LIAO DEN MY RO LUFF AT HIM.. SAY HE TAUT BLUR BLUR SLOWSLOW DEN I FASTER DEN HIM WHAHAAH!!! SO DAMN FUNNY...

hmmx mr roy say he work at de company lost 2 kg or wat de.. but i dun think so lo.. hahs.. i go dere i see de cake hor.. i damn feel lik eating it la...
i know its expired.. but omg de smell damn nice la... really feel lik eating.. i'm gonna gain weight again!!! wahahaha :DDD

oh ya.. on last monday or tuesday ( cant rmb) mr roy called mi sia..
my hand so busy tat i cant pick up de phone..
den during lunch time called back him..
at first i scare lo.. i taut my RO or supervisor called him n complain..
hahas but know wat?? he call to concern bout mi sia.. i so damn happy hahas..
he say he cuming visit us during de first or second week of skul holiday...
MR ROY MR ROY.. FASTER CUM FASTER CUM.. hahas

I'M STARTING TO MISS MY SKUL LIFE...
I MISS BERLINDA...
I MISS KORSHIM.. thou i everythin say him but dunno y still miss him..
I MISS EVERYONE MAN!!!

I MISS WONG KWOK CHYE MAN!!!! EVERYTIME DURING PRACTICAL SURE GOT HIM BESIDE MI DO DE PRACTICAL WIF MI DE LO..STILL WILL SAY SOMETHIN TO LUFF DE LO DEN NOW I ALONE.. SIAN... I MISS HIS CRAP!!!!! ARGHHHGHGHGH I WANA GO BACK SKUL!!!

IA attachment

2009-05-26T19:19:00.004+08:00

hey hey hey i'm back..

ytd first day of my IA..

reach dere got debrief by de HR dere den send ur to our respectivity lab..

sharana level 8 aishah level 4 mi n nadia level 5.. lol

DE TOILET WAS LIK OMG... ABIT SCARY HAHAS!!!

reach my own lab intro den start work straight..

know wat???

POUR AGAR.. SIAN... NOW I BETTER DEN MISS FONG LIAO LA!!! WOOHOOO...

DERE DE AGAR ALL DIFFERENT FROM SKUL ONE SIA... EXCEPT FOR BGBB... DE REST ARE SOSOSO DAMN NEW TO MI.. HAHAS..

DO SERIAL DILUTION DUPLICATE PLATES... OMG SIAN..

ytd time pass damn fast..

lunch time dunno is lunch time liao

end work dunno is end work liao.. wahaha

TODAY...

reached dere they teach mi how to record de sample send by company den de method use to test for sample n bleah bleah bleah......

did swab test to water, cosmetic, food ... forget liao.. so damn busy la... can even relax lo..

still ask mi go online check ... i heard liao i totally lik watttttt????

finally can step out of skul dun need touch notex.. den u ask mi go online check... haiz..

oh ya oh ya ...

I RMB TODAY I ALMOST VOMIT MAN!!!

OPEN DE INCUBATOR WANTED TO OUT AGAR PLATES INSIDE..

WAT DE!! DE SMELL HOR!!! ARGHHH CANOT STAND IT..

FASTER PUT FASTER CLOSE..

HAVEN EVEN HAVE A DEEP BREATHE FOR FREAH AIR.. ASK MI DO OTHER THING LIAO.. HAIZ..

TODAY I OPEN DE WATER SAMPLE TELL MY FINGER PAIN SIA..

2 HAND no energy man.. mussal pain sia..

thin go back skul my hand got big big mussal liao la!! hahas..
kk stop here..

OMG SUDDENLY SMELL AGAR SMELL IN FRONT OF MY COM...

DAMN NOW EVERYWHERE I GO ALSO AGAR SMELL..

FEEL LIK VOMITING MAN!!!

today time pass damn slow la!!!

waiting for lunch time.. so damn hungry...

waiting to knock off..

2009-05-23T21:18:00.004+08:00

today morning received call from honey saying tat py deardear in hospital..
i was lik HAR WAT DID U SAY???? a shocking news..

damn skock to heard tat..

so change plan..

went to hospital to visit py deardear den go bugis..

lucky she was alright now.. can be discharge tol... :D

went to novena square..

bought a long pant for $30, actually is $60.. cos got 50% discount..

den went to bugis street bought 3 shirt for $27 while liwen honey bought 2 shirt..

bought another long pant for $30 too..

n 2 polo tee at $20...liwen honey bought it too((:

see today dunno y i spend so much.. $107 plus plus lo.. haiz

broke .. nvm hahas attachment cuming hoho..

actually i bought 2 long pant is for working one.. cos mr roy say no jeans allow n i onli got jeans.. so no choice..

after tat went to iluma shop while den home sweet home..

TIS IS DE KIND OF RAMDOM DAY I'M LOOKING FOR..

OH YA.. NOT HOSPITAL.. IS SHOPPIN((:

I HATE GOIN TO HOSPITAL TO VISIT ANYONE... I DUN

WAN ANY OF MY FRIENDS N FAMILY MEMBERS TO FALL

SICK...

but i think will be goin hospital soon again ba...

mummy goin operation :(

ps. py deardear must take care urself okie(: must eat ar!!! dun ended urself in hospital again...

i love shopping wif liwen honey ((:

FINALLY CAN RELAX N MY WISH CAME TRUE (:

2009-05-22T19:20:00.004+08:00

think my blog has been rotting for weeks..
hahas just not in de mood to update n NO TIME !!!
PROJECT CLASS TEST PHASE TEST.. ALL TEST TEST TEST!!!
finally here ends my 6 week crash course module..

have been studying for de pass few days..
onli had 4 hours of sleep each days. so tired man...
and now i can sleep all i wan.... wahahahaha!!

tol goin out wif honey shop shop hahas! yeah(:
ver long nv shop her liao..

sun goin ah kim house..
oh.. before goin ah kim house i think my daddy is bringing to find where my company is ba.. hees..

AND MONDAY I'M HAVING MY IA!!!!

WAHAHA finally.. tis is de day i'm waiting for...
i'm being post to ALS TECHNICHEM COMPANY SOMEWHERE AT PAYA LEBAR...
goin to de company wif aishah sharana nadia. wonder how it would be lik..

dere r 4 different department so we wont be staying together. as wat mr roy says..
i will be post to microbiology department as it handles wif food.. some not halal food so my 3 other friends has to go other department..
as wat i requested long ago from mr roy tat i wan n wish to go to food industry n he really help mi alot by getting mi de placement.. hahas.. THANK YOU MR ROY((:

damn scare tat i will do something wrongly dere la.. i will try my ver best to make less mistake or if best no mistake at all.

HEES.. GOIN WATCH TV NOW...

I CAN WATCH ALL I CAN NOW...

DUN NEED TO STUDY LO WAHAHAHA....

shopping spirit ((:

2009-05-02T13:52:00.016+08:00

a long weekend..

Thursday.. 30/04

ended skul around 10.

went to xiao kim house n wait for sien..

rest awhile..

n off to tampines 1 shop shop hahas!

went to dorothy perkins..

aimed a tube.. but didnt buy.. sian..

went to top shop aim 2 dress.. didnt buy too..

hungry, went for lunch..

went to eat say cheese..

pictures time .. ((:

LUNCH ((: YUMMY!!! HEES

at TOPSHOP..

i really lik de tis 2... but no money so i wana save up for tis 2!!!

at ISETAN..

i bought de black one.. cos sien say i wear black one nicer

but mummy say de red one is nicer.. so.. hahas..

and..

sien bought tis dress hahas..

after tat went back to xiao kim house..

wanted to use her com but in de end she dun have microsoft word..

so headed home..

Friday, 1/05

9 plus onli n tat bloack horse sms mi..
i haven even wake up man..

so tired..

around 12.30 pm went to meet black horse at amk comtrol station n meet sien up in de train.. headed to bugis

cos sien wana buy bag.

after buying her bag, walk around in street..

we each bought a watch, cos my watch spoilt long long ago hahas!

den black horse bought a top.

i wana buy clothes man.. see alot nice nice de.. damn it.. y am i so poor man..

i wana be rich!!!

i wana buy many many clothes!!!

went to FOX.. de top dere damn nice la..

den went to Dorothy Perkins again.. see tat my favourite shop!! hahas..

i super duper lik tis man.. but know wat.. it cost $73 man!! i wana be rich!!!

i'm still thinking whether i should buy de tube anot.?? but i really lik it man..

if is last time de mi, i comfirm buy it liao la..

wont thin so long..

i'm broke!!!

went to ILUMA de new mall at bugis..

damn big la..

saw junhong , qiulong n chris..

meet up wif pingying deardear, borlian sweety n dixon awhile for short talk..

after tat black horse, sien n mi headed to take train..

planned to go hougang for lunch..

but in de end sien say she got to go home first so we change our mind, instead of goin hougang, went went to amk hub shop shop..

had mac for lunch..

around 6 plus, brought black horse to my house..

she tried her top.. nice man..

hahas

n tat irritating black horse,

hahas lik nv wear high heel b4 lo.. keep wearing my heels in my room walk here n dere.. hahas

small gal is always small gal..
around 8 plus, brought her down to wait for her parent come fetch her..

after tat went home..
rest awhile..

started doin my QCnA de log book..

do until 1 am plus man.. damn tired!!

finally done with 2 practical..

but i think is wrong..

aiya dun care liao la

at least i wrote somethin..
today at home rot!! hahs

sri sri sri i'm really sri

2009-04-27T18:13:00.002+08:00

today during de second practical,
i toppled 2 bottles of nutrient broth..
which i felt ver bad for de group already..
n when mr oliver return back our lab report,
i felt even worst..
i know i'm not de onli one feeling tis way..
but still, i'm feeling bad guilty n SORRI towards de whole group...
dragging u guys down..
instead of getting a A B or C, we got D..
n is all cos of mi..
i didnt know tat i cant let others see our report..
i taut is fine..
cos our result was different..
i know u guys told mi not to put it at heart, cheer up, didnt blame mi..
but i'm really sri towards u guys..
i'm sri Aishah
i'm sri Izaidah
i'm sri Yangunag
i'm sri weijie
i'm sri kwokchye

saw u guys faces....
feel lik crying..
i know is my fault n u guys got de ritex to scold mi..
but instead of scolding mi, u guys smile at mi telling mi is all ritex..

ber was super sad..
she was crying in cab..
n i dunno how to comfort her..
cos i know i'm lousy at comforting others..
also wan to say sri to ber..
cos is not totally her fault..
i'm de one at fault too..
shouldnt had agreed her, n today wont happen so many unhappy things...

i'm really sri towards u guys..
sri sri sri..

felt so stupid.. just a simple thin n i can do properly..

miss my coach

2009-04-17T17:01:00.004+08:00

thursday 16/4.

on de way to hougang,

think i saw my coach..

not sure whether is it him but really look lik him..

is been 3 to 4 year i've seen him..

kinda miss him cos he stopped teaching us w/o leaving a word..

heard tat he got stroke n had replaced a new coach.. n i got to say de new coach is kinda suck!

dun really lik tat new coach cos just felt tat he just came to our training to spent his time..

after training, he continued his job as a taxi driver.. so is lik just to spent 2 hours exercise instead of sitting in de cab fetching passengers..

i dunno whether is truth anot tat he got stroke or is his contract up??

it was lik totally lost of contact wif coach..

i miss de way he teach mi how to play tabletennis ((:

n always talk back to each other wif laugher..

was thinking he i really bump into him face to face in de street, will he still rmb mi??

is been 2 years i've not touch tabletennis..

do i still rmb how to play???

friday 17/4

finally i can reach home early on friday (:

cos no more cca for mi..

hmmx today after lesson went to watch movie

17 AGAIN!

nice show! hahas

after tat went home..

damn hungry..

reach home bath den around 4 plus den had my breakfast cum lunch.. lol..

am i goin to have my dinner later on??

past 3 days

2009-04-15T16:16:00.002+08:00

finally change my blog skin(: hahas!

gonna update for past few days!

Monday 13/4

skull reopen liao.. hiaz..

first day of skul onli n receive project which will last for 6 weeks!

n after de 6 weeks of project, off we go for our IA wahaha!

during lunch break, went to expo for lunch..

chat wif honey awhile as she was working dere...

after tat went back for lesson..

kinda bored!!

Tuesday 14/4

felt so arghh..

woke up late so went to took mrt to skull..

reach skull class no one at all

den rmb tat teacher push to 8.30am..

n i was lik wth la!

monday night was chatting wif weijie n Say hao is 8.30am de lesson liao n de next morning i woke up i totally forgot bout it! nvm.. blame myself for being STM!

after skul receive call from huixian so went to meet her at mac chat chat..

around 7 plus walked home..

reach home eat bath liao den watch tv.

around 10 onli, just felt ver tired so went to bed..

falling asleep soon receive call from korshim.. lol

after hanging.. straight away my whole body was lik battery flat!

damn tired..

Wednesday 15/4

today went to skul to continue our project..

whole practical doin project.. quite relax.. hahas!

after skul went to tampines for lunch wif ber n korshim..

after tat lobang ber to woodland take 169 home..

reach home.. hahas change blog skin..

DISAPPOINTED WIF MY RESULT

2009-04-01T14:48:00.006+08:00

I'M VER DISAPPOINTED WIF MYSELF MAN!!!

HAIZ..

REALLY HOPE I STILL CAN AT LEAST MAINTAIN MY GPA 3.

NEVER DID I ASPECT I GOT GPA 2.4 ONLI!!!

WAS STUNT WHEN I SAW MY GRADES.

LAB MATHS ---> C

GENERAL MICROBIOLOGY ---> C

GM GOT C I NTH TO SAY COS DURING CLASS TEST 1 I ALREADY KINDA OF GIVE UP HALFWAY LIAO.. BUT I REALLY DID MY VER BEST TO STUDY FOR DE FINAL EXAM!!!

N GOSH...

LAB MATHS!!

VER DISAPPOINTED LA!!

I TAUT I CAN AT LEAST GOT A GRADE B FOR IT..

BUT C!!!

MATHS IS MY FAVOUR..

BUT NOW..

FELT TAT I'VE LET MY SEC SKUL MATHS CHER DOWN!

HAIZ!!

SEE FRIENDS THEY ALL GOT GOOD GRADES!!

DEN I LIK TAT.. WTH LA!!!

SWEETY SO GOOD...

CAN GET GPA 3.75

IS UR COURSE EASY TO STUDY OR WAT!! HAIZ..

I KNOW LA.. U REALLY STUDY VER HARD..

I REALLY HOPE TO GET UR GRADE!!!

NG BOR LIAN!!! I VER SAD MAN!!!

MISS SECONDARY SKUL LIFE WIF MY WHITE SWEETY GHOST!!

I MISS DE FUN WIF U MAN!!

FASTER COME MAKE MI LUFF!!!

I NEED SOME LAUGHER!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!

N I HAVE DECIDED!!!

I WANA CUT HAIR!!!

I WANA HAVE A BRAND NEW START!!!

JIAYOU HUIMIN!! U CAN DO IT!! MUAHAHAHA!!!

worry for result n SHOULD I CUT MY HAIR

2009-03-31T19:20:00.004+08:00

hmmx today not feeling well..
whole body pain sia, lik fewer..
hiaz..

i'm so worry n scare.. tol 1 april liao..
result cuming..
sian.. ver scare..

hmmx today suddenly got de thinking of cutting my hair short, hmmx mayb shoulder length or shorter.
keep thinking den dun wan liao..
should i cut my hair???
thinking hard.. i scare i cut liao i regret man..

i wana cut my hair bcos my long hair keep spliting, breaking n dropping..
so i was thinking if i cut liao den can grow better hair isnt it better..

on de other hand is I CANT BEAR TO CUT!!
waited for 3 years or more to have tis length of hair de..
if cut liao den dunno when still can have tis length of hair... :(

i onli cut my hair once a year..
n onli trim abit..
but tis time,
if i cut...
is to my shoulder length or shorter...

xiao gugu will be cutting hair on 8 april..
so i still have some time to think whether to cut or not to cut..

hope tol see de result liao will not emo....

de laugher given from tat thick skin guy DYLAN HUANG JING ZHONG

2009-03-31T01:13:00.004+08:00

was 1.14am now n i still cant sleep..

was chatting wif my deardear sotong just now talking bout guy!! LOLS! hahas
b4 n after their NS!
b4 NS,
guys mindset are childish,inmature blah blah blah...
after NS,
mature mindset n everything seem so good hahas!
so she say, if wan find bf,
best is find one who has finish his NS n in society alr.
tis way is better hahas!
kk stop those bf thing cos i know it is ver hard for mi to find 1 hahas!!!

den was chattin wif derek!!
gosh so good..
he now in hong kong!!
how i wish i was dere too!!
can go shopping..
SINGAPORE ver sian!!!
he will be back on de 15 ba..
hmmx if nv rmb wrongly hahas! kinda stm!

n gosh!!
now still chatting wif tat turtle!
ops! catty! nono kitty!! so gay sia!!
wanna know who is tat!!!???
DYLAN HUANG JING ZHONG!!
gosh man!!
u guys dun get cheated by his appearance man!!
he is damn thick skin la!! hahas
not lik wat u guys see during cca..
de quiet quiet one.. ok la sometime talkative..
noob la!! hahas dunno holiday still got 2 week lik tat!
hahas if 2 years he gonna jump KingCoil!! lol
still say mi tiny!!!
nv die before!
short also not i wan de..
know german language so wat???
so off!!! hahas!!
btw DUMM SCHWEIN ! reallyMeans Good Morning Stupid Pig*LOL !
really maiz?? pig! u den pig! wahaha
OMG!! still ownself say shuai!!
arghhh damn thick skin..
hahas! ownself say ownself clever??? omg
he damn xiao qi man! a bit onli den keep on HUMP HUMP HUMP!!!
HAHAS DAMN FUNNY!!
LIK K1 SAI! STILL SAY DUN FRIEND U LIAO HUMP!!

u guys dun believe rt??
hahas i got prove!

dylan. says:*Dont Friend You Liao*
HUMPH !

huimin(: says:*CHILDISH!

dylan. says:*HUMPH HUMPH HUMPH !

walau.. luff lik hell..
kinda long nv talk to such thick skin de ppl liao hahas!!
arghh luff till my brain lack of oxygen!
bursting! hahas

dylan. says:*Theory Theory Theory*By Theory Hui Min Should Like Theory And Be A Theorically Minded Lady That Teaches Humantarian Theory To Theory Lacken Coutry Kids*LOL !

JUST FIND IT FUNNY!

hmmx next time not happy or not in a good mood mux find tis turtle talk cock!! really!! ur mood gets better! hahas!!!!

i think i stopping here..
goin back talk cock wif tat thick thick skin de turtle! hmmx catty.. arghh kitty.. ahh.. hahas bb

omg result releasing n i miss working time

2009-03-26T13:36:00.002+08:00

hmmx ytd went to bugis wif honey..

walk walk..

dint buy anything cos no money...

hiaz..

n lucky nv aim anything too..

if not KILLS man..

wan buy cannot buy.. hahas..

went back to de shop tat i use to work..
all change ppl liao..
left 2 onli..

n i'm glad tat they still rmb mi hahas!!
its been a long time since i step into bugis street..
n i miss working wif meiyan at f3..
althought is just in a small shop, but she always make mi luff..
n xiao hong, mengxia n aunt forget her name liao dunno wat na de..so call her aunt na,hahas sri aunt.. hees..
everytime went no customes, xiao hong, mengxia n mi will play around at f1..
miss all de laugher at bugis...
meiyan n xiaohong went back china liao.. cos their 2 years contact up..
heard meng xia say xiao hong went back china married liao hahas congrats...
wat bout mei yan.. nv hear any news from anyone.. haiz..
eventhought, bugis street dere got quite alot of irritating, unreasonable de customers,
but i still looking forward to bugis to work..
unlike amk, far east.. my body asking mi to move but my leg dun feel lik moving.. hahas..
working at amk, far east.... i,m just waiting for de time to pass as fast as possible..
unlike bugis... hopeing tat time can shop..
oh ya.. years back.. i also worked at bedok.. bedok same as bugis.. fun man..
everywhere got laugher, jokes.. hees... no stress..
but amk n far east alot stress sia..
at amk de candyboss everytime come one lo..
den lik got 2 eyes spying u lik tat.. stress man..
as for far east, worst, david boss plus his whole family sitting outside de shop staring at u!!!
stress stress stress... hahas!! bugis n bedok de best man!!

n ytd, aunt na, ask mi whether wan work anot..cos she think candy boss still need ppl hahas.. i wan!!!
but i onli can work for 2 to 3 weeks onli..
think candy boss dun wan ba..
who would wan to hire a person who can onli work for 2 to 3 weeks???
of cos she will hire a person tat can work for long la!!!

hahas honey aim 1 bag.. duno wan buy anot..

den i keep asking her to buy..

but in de end nv buy..

den went home empty handed...

reach home..

headache man..

brain lik bursting.. so pain..

so ate med den sleep liao..

so boring..

omg.. 1 april result cuming out..
damn scare..
all i hope is tat...
i still can maintain my GPA 3.2
if not at least a GPA 3..
know wat..
just felt ver scare to see my GPA score starts wif a 2....
haiz..
worry n scare..

''tresure de things tat is in front of u before its gone''

2009-03-21T23:23:00.006+08:00

saw rainbow today.
was lik lying on bed watching tv..
den felt ver cooling lik air con lik tat..
cos raining ma! hahas..
look out de window saw de sky all pink colour..

ver nice..

den i just turn my head to de right,

n i saw RAINBOW.. hahas!!!

looked away, turn back again...

rainbow gone...

so fast man!! haiz...

y sweet n nice things happen so fast...
tis minutes u have it in front of u or in ur hand...
de next minutes, its gone...
i hate tis feeling....

SCARY MONKEYS

2009-03-20T19:48:00.006+08:00

today morning slept at 5 am plus..

omg!! 5am plus..

just dunno y cannot sleep..

so i was just playing my ds throughout..!!! arghhh...

woke up at 12.30pm..

bath...

den went to garden for a jog..

hmmx nope... walk...

hmmx nope.. play swing..

hahas..

starting i was jogging..

but went i reach de end of de park, near pierce sec,

ALOT MONKEY LO!!!

wa lau scary..

so i stop n walk..

went i walk to de front, 2 monkeys came n block my way..

guess wat... i carried on walking???

hmmx.. NOPE!!

i turn n walked ba!!

WTH!!

another 2 monkeys block my way again..

saw 1 family walking behind mi..

quickly ran behind them n walk..

hahas...

stupid ritex..

but they were lik dunno enjoying looking at de monkeys dere..

saw infront no monkeys so carried on running..

but den hor!!

run awhile onli!!!

den 1 big monkey was lik standing in front of mi la!! wth la!!

my leg lik bcum jelly la!!

dun dare move..

den saw my left hand side got other way..

no choice..

took tat path..

was lik ver scare..

hoping tat tis path got 0 monkey!!!!!!!!!!!

n yes!!! no monkey..

den walk to de fish pond..

no fish lo..

all algae!!! hahas..

den suddenly no mood liao..

wanted to go home...

but den!!!

de playground was just in front of mi..

n i was sweating lik hell!!

so play swing..

swing till i dry dry den go home.. hahas!!!

stupid monkeys!!!

i hate monkey!!!

lik anytime will jump onto ur head n pull ur hair or wat so eva de!! hahas

hmmx was thinking..

lucky i was holding a pink towel..

not YELLOW!!

if is yellow???

will de monkeys come snatch from mi??

hahas...

cos yellow is BANANA!!!

MONKEY..

MONKEY...

MONKEY....

SO SCARY!!!!!

WEELIANG!!!!! U TIS MONKEY....

ASK UR FRIENDS DUN SO NAUGHTY!!

KEEP ON BLOCKING PPL WAYS!!!

ARGHHHHH!!!

WAHAHAHAHA!!!!

holiday lifestyle

2009-03-19T13:52:00.003+08:00

oh my..

7 days of holiday had passed...

n...

i been sleeping lik a pig everyday n doin nothing..

hahas

almost everyday sleep till 12 pm plus den wake up..

wake up liao watch tv until 2 plus den sleep again..

till 5 plus wake up..

use com awhile...

den go grandma house till eat dinner till 8 pm den go home..

watch tv until 11pm..

roll on bed...

play DS, PSP till 2am den sleep...

n de next day repeat again...

monday was de onli day of my holiday tat i went out..

went to watch movie wif yilin..

PUSH..

cant rmb de story already.. hahas..

at first we plan to watch marley n mi.

but mus wait till 9pm plus so change..

wanted ti watch coming soon, cos i wan scare yilin..

but never did i know tat...

she say ok lo.. oh my..

den i was lik scare alr.. hahas..

lucky she was onli 13 years old..

hahas so cannot watch ..

den went northpoint walk walk..

eat mac...

den home...

den ber called say cannot work... wa.. sian la!!

prepared to go work liao den in de end cannot work..

den immediately call sien ask her whether her tat got still got vancanices anot..
really regret man..
on de 12 march thursday(last day of exam) 2 pm got an interview for de job..
but it was at 2pm so cannot make it.. so nv go..
even if i go, think will reach dere around 3 or 4pm ba...

den ytd(wed), sent a msg to de boss..

now still waiting for his reply...

dunno still mus wait how long.....

arghhhh... really hope can work sia...

i need money...

i'm bored at home..

i wan work!!!

ytd some how felt lik goin gym to run..

den called honey but no answer,

called ber, she working..

den at night msm wif korshim he say ok..

but now i no mood go gym sia hahas...

i'm sri korshim hees... !!

opps... i know i promise my honey to go out shopping wif her..
but i'm still waiting for my shopping mood to come den i msg her.. hahas...

2009-03-12T20:01:00.003+08:00

YEAH.. FINALLY!! HAHAS EXAM FINISH..
GOIN TO YEAR 2 LIAO.. FINALLY... HAHAS
HOPE CAN GO TO WORK ASAP!!!

didnt sleep last night cos drank a cup of coffee at 2am!
my brother say he drank liao still can sleep.. so i drink lo..
3 PLUS LIED ON BED..
EYES BIG BIG..
CANNOT SLEEP..
FEEL LIK VOMITING..
COS DE COFFEE IN MY STOMACH DUNNO WAT HAPPEN LE ..
LIK KICKING MI LIK TAT.. HAHAS..
AT 5AM SHARP!!!
DE BIRD OUTSIDE MY WINDOW ALARMED!!
OMG I STILL HAVEN SLEEP LA..
VER SCARE TAT DURING EXAM WILL SLEEP..
DEN SOMEHOW AROUND 6AM FELL ASLEEP..
7 OR 8 LIK TAT WAKE UP..
FELT A BIT TIRED..
BUT DUNNO Y IN SKUL DURING DE EXAM NOT TIRED AT ALL LO..
HAHAS..

TODAY LAB MATHS PAPER.. QUITE EASY..
AFTER DE PAPER,
WENT TO T06-15 FOR DE ATTACHMENT THINGY..
DEN DE OVERSEA THING (GEP)
LOL.. PARENT DUN ALLOW..
DUN ALLOW DUN ALLOW LO.. I KNEW IT.. ALWAYS LIK TAT DE!! FORGET IT!!!
CAN NEVER BE INDEPENDENT!!!!
CAN NEVER HAVE MY OWN CHOICE!!!

AFTER TAT WENT TO DOWNTOWN WATCH KONG FU CHEF..
DEN ARCHADE..
DEN HOME...

GM final exam

2009-03-09T21:12:00.003+08:00

morning woke up at 10 plus bath eat breakfast den go skul liao..
went to cafe 2 to find ber.. eat lunch.. study abit den wait for time for exam..
GM FINAL EXAM 3PM TO 5PM AT INDOOR SPORT HALL.
haiz..
throw 23 marks away..
dun have time to do it man..
sian...
de paper can say quite easy...
but i got not enough time.. wth.. haiz..
hope still can pass..

NOW WAITING FOR THURSDAY 11AM..

LAB MATHS FINAL EXAM..

HOPE TIS TIME GOT ENOUGH TIME TO DO..

2009-02-27T20:52:00.002+08:00

today went skul to learn de QCnA practical tat i missed on monday..
using of pH meter..
after tat went to tampines eat breakfast den den movie.. pink panther 2 at century square..
planned to watch other show de but due to de timing to long so watch tis 1hr30min.. de rest was bout 2hrs or so..
planned to watch at tampines mall but still haven open so went dere..
after watching, went back to skul for cca..
argghhh de external plus drop down n hit my ankle..
now still damn pain man..

today finally quit cca liao..
felt much more relax...
so tiring..
no more cca point liao..
cos mr olivia say i nv fulfills de requirement which is 1 year..
forget it..
can always join others cca if i feel lik joining..
today was de first time when he say hurting words i feel nth..
onli felt tat de big stone in my heart is being move away..
yeah no more stress or watsoeva...
tis time i choose to quit is not bcos i dun lik tis cca or i dun wan to go aqua for IA..
is bcos tis few days too many thing had happened.. n to be truth, i haven even prepare myself for it..

today at bus 72, tears suddenly drop...
just miss her alot..

2009-02-26T21:24:00.002+08:00

just now during dinner lilian(maid) say tat last night she alone at home heard taima's coughing sound..
den mama say, every spirit on de seventh day will come home..
how i wish i was de one who heard taima's coughing..
just want to hear her voice again....

TAIMA I MISS U

2009-02-26T17:42:00.011+08:00

ytd de lab maths class test 3 dunno can pass anot..
today de QCnA class test 1 dunno how to do sia..
alot forgot!!!
tol whole class no skul but i got to go back skul for extra QCnA practical as i nv go skul on monday.

tis is wat i want to say...

if u guys dun believe tat de reptile is de spirit of my taima den SHUT UP N GET LOST!!!

no one ask u to believe...

u wan to say wat also can..

BUT NOT THINGS RELATED TO MY TAIMA N TAT REPTILE!!!

OR I REALLY WILL ANGRY...

N DUN BLAME MI IF U SHOUT AT U OR WATSOEVA!!!

TIS IS MY BLOG, I HAVE DE RIGHT TO SAY MY THINGS, MY BELIEVES MY FEELINGS...

CANT U UNDERSTAND WAT IS SPIRIT..

IT CAN JUST APPEAR N GO N MAYB NV APPEAR AGAIN!!!

N I REALLY WISH TAT I CAN SEE TAT REPTILE AGAIN..

BUT AFTER DE SECOND DAY OF FUNERAL, IT NV APPEAR AGAIN...

CANT I BELIEVE WAT I WAN TO BELIEVE...

i just felt so happy on de second day of funeral when i saw tat reptile cos i really believe is taima's spirit back to visit us....

I REALLY FELT SO AN WEI WHEN I SAW IT... PLS !!! I BEG U GUYS.. DUN SPOILT MY BELIEVE IN MY HEART!!

TIS IS DE ONLY THINKING TO MAKE MI FEEL BETTER!! PLS PLS PLS!!!

DUN MAKE MI HATE U!!

U GUYS BETTER STOP SAY ANYTHING BOUT TAT REPTILE.. COS I'M SENSITIVE TO ANYONE WHO SAYS BOUT IT!!!

OF CUS U GUYS DUN UNDERSTAND Y I BELIEVE TAT REPTILE IS MINE TAIMA'S SPIRIT N I DUNNO HOW TO SAY IT..

IF U GUYS LOST UR LOVES ONES N ON DE FUNERAL U SAW SOMETHING U NV SEE BEFORE N DE FUR OF DE REPTILE LOOK VER LIK WAT UR LOVES ONES IS WEARING N IS LYING INSIDE DE COFFIN, U WILL BELIEVE TAT THING IS DE PERSON'S SPIRIT..

PLS!! STOP ASKING MI ANYTHING BOUT MY TAIMA.. COS I REALLY FELT LIK CRYING WHEN I HEAR IT!!!

u may think i'm proud or wadsoeva.. even hate mi... just hate mi cos i dun give a damn... but dun ever say anything bout my taima can already..
i know tis few days i keep disturbing u n make u du lian bout mi.. but tis is de onli time tat i just forget bout de unhappy thing.. i'm sorri korshim...

SORRI FOR BEING RUDE TODAY.. COS I JUST FELT VER ANGRY N HEARTACHE WHEN PPL TALK BOUT IT..

I KNOW EVERYTHING IS OVER N I SHOULD STOP THINKING OF IT.. BUT TO MI, IS NOT OVER!! SHE'S STILL STAYING INSIDE MY HEART!!!

TAIMA I MISS U :'(

taima (great grandma) i miss u

2009-02-24T17:06:00.008+08:00

5 days of great grandma's funeral ended..
thurday to monday..
n today..
went to collect her ashes so nv go skul..
promise myself not to cry cos ah gong say taima already so old liao so should felt happy for her.
yes for de second to de fourth day nv cry as promise.
just felt so useless...

but till de fourth day night,
while praying for her, cried.
mayb cos i saw ah ma badly which make my tears even wan to drop..
i know using ah ma name is just an excuse..
de last days cried even more when praying n senting her off to heaven..
just dun bare to let her go...

de last day, de band played 世上的妈妈是最好的 ... n when accompanied taima to de temple n when being pushing taima in for cremated at columbarium, tat de part where everyone cried most..n heartache de most...is lik broken into pieces..........

on de second day of funeral,
taima spirit came back to visit us..
n i believe tat tis reptile is taima spirit cos tis reptile has already extinict 225 millions year ago... n is de onli known as stated:

"The only known fossil of Sharovipteryx mirabilis was found in lake deposit in Kyrgyzstan in 1971. Credit: G.J. Dyke et al

The triangular delta-wing shape found on many modern fighter jets was used by a small reptile to glide between trees 225 million years ago, a new study suggests"

http://www.livescience.com/animals/060718_delta_wing.html

5 days of funeral, n have mee hoon with curry chicken for de last night were wat taima requested before she passed away.. n we had tat.. i hope she goes with a peaceful mind..

taima i miss u!!

gosh..

i dun feel lik goin to skul..

got alot of test..

which i haven even study..

n i dun feel lik studying it now..

just feeling tired..

n i want to quit my cca asap..

i cannot take it anymore..

really feeling tired liao..

first time so tired untill wan to give up thing lik fishes..

tired.

2009-02-18T22:20:00.002+08:00

today in skul cried..
just felt lik a cry baby.. n i hate it.. but i really cant control it...
rush down to hospital after skul..

for de pass few days,
great grandma still can open her eyes n look at us for a while n tried to talk..
but today...
she totally lik no strength to open her eyes at all..
all she could do was to shake her head..
around 9pm, grandma ask her whether she wan to go home anot or stay in de hospital n let de nurse look after her...
she keep shaking her head.. n we all cried..
heart damn pain la..
we knew tat she got something in mind but just cant say it..
after a short while grandma ask again.. n she keep shaking her head..
den ask her whether wan to wait for malaysia de relative come tol anot, she finally knock her head...
damn heart ache..
all i know is tat after malaysia relative come tol.. great grandma is goin peacefully to find great grandpa......

i really dun feel lik goin skul tol...!!!!!
i'm just feeling so tired...

I CANT CONCENTRATE

2009-02-15T19:39:00.002+08:00

haiz tol GM class test 2.. but until now MY STUDY MOOD STILL HAVEN COME.. ..
study liao forget.. hiaz..
ytd berlinda teach mi de i tis morning all forgot liao..
wat wrong wif my brain man!!!
hate myself when i wan to study but JUST CANT CONCENTRATE.... cant even rmb a single thing...
hiaz... after tol de class test is practical assignment on tues liao... sian...

tiring day

2009-02-14T20:56:00.005+08:00

morning when to hougang dere de festival mall de kfc study GM wif ber n korshim..
around 1pm dad called mi ask mi wat time goin back cos goin to see great grandma...
had lunch, den when home..reach home around 3 pm..

rest awhile, den go hospital liao.. reach dere at 4pm
wat de hell... saw tai ma in bed... heart suddenly damn pain man... both hands wrapped wif small small de pillow to prevent her from scratching herself..
both her hands n legs n even face got blood mark.. blue black somemore.. argghhhhh... cant stand it... dun really have de energy to talk.. just sleeping... haiz..
cant rmb most of us.. but she still can rmb mi n my aunt.. hahas i ver happy la.. hees...

den next to my great grandma got one old grandma.. i duno her.. but find her damn cute.. she was sitting on de chair den suddenly she wan to stand up to walk to her bed but she was lik no energy to stand la.. her hand keep shaking den cannot stand den i went to help her up.. hahas she keep smiling to mi.. hahas

den got another old grandma.. so rude la.. keep scolding ppl dere n de nurse dere too... all de bad words from her mouth.. she ask mi to help her up cos she keep calling for de nurse but no one wan to help her up so i wanted to help but mummy say she will anyhow scold ppl de just dun care bout her n if she fall down or wat i kana.. so i went back to great grandma de bed dere pei her (:

den really she keep scolding at mi la.. lol hahas.. dun care.. just pity her onli.. den saw one male nurse next to de rude grandma bedside, hahas funny sia.. even he dun give a damn to her n just walk away la... lol.. den dunno wat happen, my aunt go talk back to her say she not we dun wan to help u up, is just tat if anything happen to u we mus be responsible.. den she keep scolding de bad words at my aunt non stop... lol... hahas somemore her bad words quite funny la.. pei fu her man.. keep scolding mouth not tired one hahas...

i was damn tired lo... den almost fall asleep on de chair liao den saw my great grandma hand bleeding.. called de nurse den she call cuming cuming.. wth la.. here say cuming dere go talk talk wif other nurse.. ( if patients waiting for u to save them den u go talk talk to other nurse, even if is just a seconds of waiting, de patient also can die or something bad also may happen to them la... ) den de nurse change de bandage for her liao den around 8 we went home le... tiring....

and till now den i know tat my great grandma was born in de year 1907.. hahas which means she was now 103 years old liao.. hees love her man!! so cute !!

i'm full of worried n scare

2009-02-13T21:40:00.002+08:00

today at aqua cca attended de betta workshop.
after de workshop, i wanted to ask mr olivia bout de IA thing.
den belinda ask mr olivia first say her mum writing letter to ask her to go to her company.
den mr olivia lik bcame mad cow lik tat la..
say wat if u not interested in fish den quit cca la.. no point staying cos he dun wan to have a student in his club not interested in fishes. den i reply say cca is interest wat but not to de extend to go to fish farm for IA .. den he damn angry wif mi la.. keep on repeating say wat if i cannot go fish farm for my IA den wat for i still stay in tis club, might as well quit. still say wat if i nv choose his aqua module for elective module he will he wat sad n dun wan mi to stay in tis club.. den all his words was shooting at mi la...
just feel so hurtful lo.. i haven even got de chance to reply la... really cannot stand la
den went find belinda pei her go take RO water den saw yanguang.. den talk to him bout wat mr olivia say la.. say say den i cry liao.. cos really! his words damn hurtful...
den went to marine saw yanguang again den she say got thing to tell mi after de cca, mr olivia say one. den ok la.
ur words always so hurtful la... i know u dun lik mi.. but also dun need lik tat de ma!!!
after cca, yanguang say tat mr olivia say he ver disappointed wif mi n ber cos we nv show any interest for de club.. den keep saying my attendance de thing... come on la.. is damn long liao la.. parents letter cannot maiz keep saying n saying.. i was damn angry la.. cos he dint even give mi a chance to say a word la.. den he say all tat to mi.. i just wan to ask u bout de IA thing also nv say wat den u scold scold liao...
n wat belinda say was ritex la... mr olivia say we dint show any interest for de club.. and she reply tat.. when we doing our duty u also nv see it den u say we not interested for de club..

MR OLIVIA.. U WERE ONE OF DE TEACHER TAT I REALLY LIK MOST SINCE I STEPPED INTO UR CLASS IN JANUARY 2008 COS I FIND U FRIENDLY, HAPPY N CUTE LA.. BUT NOW?? I JUST FIND U BIAS, UNFRIENDLY N UNREASONABLE.. COS U DUN LISTEN TO WAT PPL SAY...

left skul liao den elizabeth tout mi tat actually go aqua de IA also ver good cos project got alot of thing can do.. den i heard liao i was liao starting to get interested for aqua de IA .. cos at first i heard de serniors say tat aqua de IA everyday do de same thing which was pump oxygen into de plactic bag n i taut it got nth to link wif wat i wan la.. but now eliz say aqua can help for my project, i really dun mind goin dere.. as long as i can learn different things dere... but to be true la... MEDICAL N AQUA WHICH ONE WILL U CHOOSE... OF COS IS MEDICAL LA.. COS GOT MORE LINK WIF WAT U R STUDYING... N TIS WAS ALSO DE REASON Y I CHOOSE TO TAKE BIOTECHNOLOGY COS I WANT TO WORK IN DE BIOMEDICAL LAB IN DE FUTURE..

just dunno y everywhere i go sure got so many problems de.. i know tat most of de problems lies on my attitude.. but i really wan to do something tat i'm really wan to do for my future work... n for mi.. i do things n i will just develop a interest to tat thing naturally..

just now mummy called mi when i still in bus at amk central goin reach home liao.. she say they all goin hospital see tai ma(great grandma).. cos her leg bleeding.. i wan to follow la.. but they already on de way dere liao.. so they say go tol afternoon.. really scare something will happen to tai ma.. 100 years old plus liao.. tis few days weird weird de.. family all say be prepare tat she will go anytime.. really scare..

worrying bout where i'm goin for my IA...

2009-02-11T21:23:00.003+08:00

dunno y tis morning when i'm bathing,
suddenly got a ver strong strong de feeling tat i will go to Aqua fish farm for my industrial attachment IA ..

during QCnA went to ask jinyu n hui koon whether if mr olivia ask them to go fish farm, they will go anot den jinyu planning to quit skul go poly liao.. so good la n congrats..
den huikoon mayb goin poly for IA.. michelle n elizabeth also goin poly for IA..
den onli left wif yanguang christopher korshim beinda n mi la..
somemore say will pick one boi n one gal dere... korshim n berlinda goin to belinda mum's company.. left mi de onli gal liao lo... wa lau now think of mi de onli gal left i really feel lik crying la... i really dun wan to go fish farm for my IA la...

i really felt hopeless la..
den ask belinda ask her mum whether i can go to her company for IA anot..
wa really hope can approve..
think think liao if i really can go den if korshim canot go den i ver selfish la..
i dun wan bcos of mi den he cannot go lo.. haiz..
wat de hell la.. y is tis world full of question n fan nao...
argghhhh really feel lik crying la... haiz..
damn scare to hear mr roy announce tat i;m goin fish farm or staying back in skul for IA ...
i really will cry on de spot... scare scare scare... worry worry worry.... haiz...

happy day

2009-02-11T17:48:00.008+08:00

today GM practical lesson damn sian la...
waited for so long to carry on wif other practical notes.
also dunno wat miss fong was teaching .. lol
after lunch went for lab maths lesson at computer room...
hees pictures of lecture break... lalalas...

hees lesson break (:

lol 1 real psp 1 fake psp :D

jenelle :D

take 2 :D

lol standard curve..

take 2

mr zhang belinda yanguang :D

lalala...

play play play... when my turn??? hahas

play play play...

korshim :D

yingjun :D

sian la.. overslept at bus 72... got to go de yck change 268..

den hor de bus drive slowly la... green light bcum red light la.. den my bus 268 run la..

den hor i wait until rain lo.. waited so long la..

if de bus 72 nv slowly down n wait for de light to turn red hor i reach home de rain den start la...

nv bring umbrella lo, rain so heavy.. called my brother help mi take umbrella...

got use umbrella lik dun have lik tat la.. hahas whole body wet wet.. lol -.-"

oh ya.. one more happy thing .. hahas i tol dun need to go to fengshan cc liao.. hahas happy sia dun need waste my time dere dunno do wat.. ok la.. even thought go dere can learn more bout presentation, cos my presentation suck.. but i just dun feel lik goin.. but mayb will go on de 280209 sat.. hahas!! at least still can learn tat little bit by watching them present.. hahas !!! yeah!!!

updating photo for last sat 310109

2009-02-07T23:22:00.011+08:00

er... gal( hees dunno her name) yilin renee (:

renee (:

renee (:

weihao's sister huisien yilin yingjie huiqi huimin (:

yingjie(er if nv rmb wrongly) huimin (:

gilbert huisien weihao's sister yilin huimin kenny huiqi (:

weihao gilbert (:

boring.. cos i dunno how to play.. (:

boi.. wat u playing?? (:

dog! hees yes i not scare of u!! (:

wa.. so many hands hahas (:

dunno his name althought second time saw him.. but he is one batch older den mi so got to call him uncle??? hahas (:

xiaoyizhang (:

so cute la.. look lik miss jessie tan!! hahas (:

er.. first time see her dunno her name. hees (:

but she is one batch older den mi so got to call her aunt.. lol

yilin (:

gilbert (:

yilin (:

.. smoke.. (:

pao! (:

kenny (:

gilbert (:

gilbert huisien weihao's sister kenny yilin huimin huiqi (:

weihao gilbert (:

huiqi weihao (:

yilin weihao (:

weihao huisien (:

weihao huimin (:

big hao n small hao (:

huimin yilin huisien (:

yilin huimin (:

gilbert yilin dayi dayizhang (:

daddy mummy charlie angela bernard (:

yilin kenny (:

hees same, now den upload de photo for 310109 .. so late man.. at malaysia, pontian.

updating photo for CNY first day

2009-02-07T22:41:00.008+08:00

hees i know is late now but just wana uplload de photo on de first day of CNY at ah kim house hahas(:

huimin yilin take 3 (:

huisien yilin (:

huimin yilin (:

huimin yilin take 2 (:

charlie (:

renee charlie (:

renee charlie take 2 (:

huimin yilin renee (:

huimin yilin huisien mummy charlie (:

huisien gilbert (:

sharmine denise huisien huimin gilbert charlie renee yilin kenny (:

gilbert (:

dakim dayi mummy xiaoyi xiaokim (:

sharmine denise huisien huimin gilbert charlie renee yilin kenny (:

gilbert (:

huimin huisien (:

huimin huisien take 2 (:

gilbert humin (:

gilbert huimin (:

heart pain man

2009-02-07T22:09:00.001+08:00

damn heartache la!!!
i drop my phone.. first time sia... arghhh
phone haven 1 month drop 1 time liao...
although wif pouch.. but my heart still pain.. haiz..

STUCK IN SKUL LIFT AT BUSINESS BLOCK.

2009-02-05T22:02:00.004+08:00

TODAY ONLI GOT ONE THING TO SAY...
I'M STUCKED IN DE SKUL LIFT AT BUSINESS BLOCK..
A BUNCH OF MALAY MONKEY SQUEEZE INTO DE LIFT UNTIL SO PACK.. NVM
STILL TALK N SHOUT SO LOUD.. FUCK LA.. U DUNO WAT IS DAMAGING OTHER PPL EAR IZZIT.. WTH.. KNOCK ONTO MI FORGET IT.. SQUEEZE HERE N DERE.. COME ON LA.. HOW OLD LIAO.. DUNNO WAT IS DE MEANING OF BEING MATURE IZZIT!!! DE LIFT FROM DUNNO 3RD OR 4TH FLOOR DROP TO LG (BASEMENT)...
WAT DE HELL MAN.. I REALLY FEEL LIK CRYING LA.. SO SCARY... FIRST TIME STUCK INSIDE LIFT, SOME MORE LIFT STILL DROP DOWN MAN!!!
USE TO THINK MALAYS BOI ARE MATURE!! YA ONLI OUTSIDE MALAY BOIS. NOT ITE COLLEGE EAST MALAY BOIS.. EXCLUDING MY CLASS...
CHILDISH MAN!!! ASSHOLE!!!!
SUPER DUPER ANGRY MAN..

an enjoyable day

2009-01-30T18:12:00.003+08:00

omg today i was late for skul...
first time so late sia!!!!
seriously, i cant hear my mum waking mi but she say she did..
ok hahas mayb i too tired liao tat y cant hear anything.. hahas
woke up tat time was already 7.30am den faster bath n prepare den go skul.
by de time i step out of my door was already 8.04am man.. n skul starts at 8am.
plan to take cab dere but aiya forget it.. take bus..
almost missed my stop cos fall asleep in bus 24...
still drop my ezlink twice man.. so suai la.. haiz..
walk to de main gate cos side gate close liao..
walking in liao saw elizabeth n yingjun walking out of de skul goin home liao.. wa lau so good man..
den went to cafe 3 to find belinda they all.
go for pm1 lesson den lunch..
after lunch...cca again... lol...
hahas today mr olivia nv come hoho so ended early 4.30pm.. finally got one time is early. hees.
today can say is an enjoyable day la ver long nv lik tat liao happy happy de.. hahas
i know last few days or weeks i attitude problem.. dunno y just got tat problem.. oh dunno y today no attitude problem le.. just feel lik luffing today hahas!!!
tol goin malaysia visit relative liao... think got to wake up at 4am plus ba... if not dad sure say mi de.. "u de slowest...dunno how to wake up early ar???" hiaz...

quiz,class test,phrase test all test haiz

2009-01-29T22:51:00.004+08:00

today got QCnA surprise quiz. hahas lucky pass man. think is 18/29.. lol i know pass by 3 marks but at least i got pass hahas!!!
4 hours break man.. den eat lunch go for Aqua duty wif korshim.
went to library study awhile den go lecture room for lab maths class test 2 liao.
almost cannot finish de maths test. hahas but i did it.. hees.!!
arghhh next week got phrase test for GM!!!

16 jan my birthday new phone

2009-01-17T12:33:00.003+08:00

hees ytd damn happie sia. MY BIRTHDAY MAN!!!
AND MY GREATEST HOPE CAME TURE... HOHO :O
wake up saw de msg hees.
ever though is just a simple wish but still happy la..
hahas saw de msg den dunno y cannot sleep liao, so wake up prepare go skul.
surprise lo. jinyu,michelle n hwei hoon bought my a present. hahas
a body lotion n a key chain of my name(: lik it alot lo. hahas
den after skul went to cafe 1 for lunch. had slice of birthday cake hahas cos i dun wan celebrate so they bought mi one small slice for mi. hees thankx.
present from belinda n korshim was a bag.. hees i choose one hahas hahas thankx ya oh ya n eugene too.. hahas thanks.
they bought another big big de birthday card for mi lahz hahas damn big but i lik it alot hees.
after tat went to aqua for cca. haiz just feel tat i'm surrounded wif some crazy , irritating , thick skin ppl and scary ppl... damn scary la!!! haiz.. wadever.
hees went to grndma house eat dinner.
den xiao shen give mi one pink colour de skirt as birthday present hahas thank you.
after went home wif parents.
awhile den went to amk central.
hahas yeah. dad bought mi de phone i want hees actually my daddy aslo ver good hahas!!!!
F480 pink colour one wahahaas
den went to de block 600+ dere help mummy put money.
and went home play wif my phone liao hahas.
will return my dad de phone money cos i say will return him slowly hahas...
taut of updating tis ytd went i reach home. but too tired liao so went to sleep. updating it today hahas. er lazy update photo so no photo :D

QCnA de phrase test part 1

2009-01-12T20:53:00.002+08:00

today de QCnA de phrase test was divided into 2 part. today part one next monday part 2.
today test calibration and prepare stock solution.think next week is serial dilution n spectrophotometer liao. today did it in group of 6 next week de is individual test liao.
went to tampines interchange for lunch. ate kfc. 1.30 went back skul and continue wif GM lecture.
today o level result come out. hahas alot of my secondary skul mates did ver well. congrats.
after skul went to ah kim house just reach home onli. feeling sick now goin bath n sleep liao. nitex.

MONEY DAMN INPORTANT MAN

2009-01-11T21:54:00.005+08:00

today i damn not happy!!!
ask u help mi pay for de phone i wan first den i got money den return also cannot.
arghhh dun talk bout de phone liao.
maybe will cancel my line.
and change to prepaid card not buying any phone.asshole!!!
everytime i lik something sure cannot get it one!!!
so unfair la!!!
arghhhhh... fucking not happy la!!!!
friday faster come la!!!!
give mi some laugher man!!!

ngee ann poly open house

2009-01-10T20:01:00.004+08:00

today went to amk mrt meet deardear to pass her de belated christmas present den forward to clementi to meet belinda.
went to ngee ann poly open house.
de campus superstar 2009 members and de 4 hosts were there.
took some photos but damn blur so not goin to upload.
tour around de campus damn big la hahas..
suddenly taut of y i dun wan to do my o level instead of goin higher nitec straight.
ngee ann poly make mi heart itch itch man..
arghhhh goin study hard hard liao.. i wan go ngee ann poly.
even if cannot go in full time de poly i also hope i can go for part time de poly.... hahas
now say till so nice... when de times come dunno wat i will say liao. hahas
went to de nursing course dere see fake people give birth hahas..
den bandage my hand..
belinda funny sia, ask her wan bandage anot say dun wan but in de end first one go bandage.. hahas.
after de whole tour, went to IMM for dinner den went home liao..
now so full man....

sian monday got QCnA phrase test.. until now i still dun really know how to use de spectophotometer la.. my home also dun have one for mi to practice sia... how to learn now haiz....

laugher day

2009-01-09T21:15:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to Elizabeth(:

today same went to skul wif henry.
have been goin to skul together for de pass few days.
hahas talk n luff alot on de bus.
finally today nv late. cos pass 2 or 3 days i was late for skul.
reach skul at 8 den class end 9.
den went to meet mrs wong, class CA to collect our IA interview form.
den went to cafe 1 to eat.
after eating, went to aqua room do maths homework.
today cca damn funny.
new student name lirui singing SHE songs. hahas
den first time mi belinda n korshim talk so much wif dylan.
damn funny keep luffing n luffing lo. hahas lol
after cca went to cafe 1 eat dinner wif belinda korshim yanguang dylan zhengkai michelle huikoon and jinyu.
after tat went to take bus to interchange den went home liao.

on bus 72, sidney finally reply mi msg cos i during lab maths msg him.
den when i reach home, den he called mi talk talk. hahas
surprise sia he call mi talk hahas
den i release tat on de 4 jan i send wrong happy birthday msg to de wrong person.
cos i really rmb tat someone birthday was on de 4 jan but cant rmb who liao.
so i taut it was zheng kai.
but den it was sidney's birthday.
argghhhh mi so stupid la hahas!!!
sorry bout tat zheng kai.

anyway today was my happiest day ever since skul reopened. luff luff luff hahas!!!!

confuse and hope

2009-01-06T22:22:00.011+08:00

today de GM practical was being cancel.
so went to help for CCA fair.
so boring la hahas still got some funny people. hahas
lab maths today onli lik a few onli lo.
LLA cancel so went back to CCA fair.
went for pe , lol change teacher again. reach dere he say h9is things den release liao.
6 january for PE doesnt exist. hahas if for de rest of de months pe doesnt exist den good sia!!! hahas :D

today korshim asked mi whether i wan celebrate my birthday anot.
i also dunno le.
awhile feel lik celebrating, a while dun feel like cos
skul end till so late also no time celebrate, celebrate belated birthday also not good. celebrate early also no time. :(
so dunno whether wan celebrate anot.
so confuse.. one year one time onli also no time celebrate... :(
sian la!! my birthday tat day still got cca some more end until 5pm....

wonder how many ppl will rmb my birthday........
wonder how many ppl will wish mi tat day........
wonder wonder wonder..........
MY GREATEST HOPE......
wonder whether he will wish mi happy birthday anot........
or he forget, cos everytime is i remind him den he wish one.. sian...
if he wish mi happy birthday i think it will be my happiest birthday present ba eventhough is just a wish.... haiz...
if got receive his msg i sure JUMP de hahas!!! :D

hees :D and i just ate a durian cake.. hahas so nice... now whole mouth durian smell... tol smelly mouth hahas!!!

somehow dunno y tis feel days love to eat cake... hahas ytd ate chocolate cake to durian cake.. hoho :D

first day of skul and mummy birthday

2009-01-05T21:16:00.005+08:00

today first day of skul so boring REACH SKUL DAMN EARLY MAN 9.30am reach liao.
hahas hope de next few days of skul wont late.
sorry for my attitude today.
really sorry.
just no mood.

next monday got QCnA phrase test sian.
today got 2 homework.
1. QCnA graph.
2. GM lecture notex de last page.

first day onli le. hai..
arghh no more of skul thing ..

yeah finally hear something present on the first day liao.

which was.....

tol de GM practical lesson CANCEL hoho!!! shiok man..

hees HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!! (:

I LOVE U!! HEES(:

went to amk after skul buy a black forest cake.
now 9.18pm liao.
waiting for mummy to come home from aunt house...

just reach home not long ago den receive called from wilfred korkor around 7.30pm, called mi talktalk hahas shot him man shot shot shot shot shot. hees(:
say dun wan talk to mi hahas!!! hahas u let mi release stress cannot ar!!! hahas i know u very kind one heehees :D
say i selfish nv treat him eat pineapple tart still wan sell him hahas
i know is expensive so nv force u(: see i so good.. hahas is my mummy business so i cannot say treat den treat hees!!! sorry wor!! DUN SAY I SELFISH AR!! HAHAS!!

i miss all my friends ((:

last day of my holiday. sad

2009-01-04T15:17:00.002+08:00

today was my last day of holiday,
and i'm goin to miss my holiday,
my sleeping life.
somehow became midnight cat.
cant sleep b4 3am
and wake up at 11 to 12pm.
I'M SO WORRY ABOUT TO NIGHT!!!
if i cant sleep n how am i goin go wake up tol for skul.. argghhh
just hope tat today wont pass so fast and tol wont come so fast.
really miss my holiday lying in bed whole day dont need to think or worry about anything.
but all tis will end ver soon. my gosh!!

A BRAND NEW START(:

2009-01-02T21:15:00.003+08:00

today was de second day of 2009. as usual, life as per normal.
BUT I WANT MY 2009 TO BA A BRAND NEW START(:
no more hate or dislike anyone else or anything.
a brand new start meaning a brand new feeling in my heart, mindset, attitude and everything.
throwing away all de unhappiness, hate and eveything tat is unpleasant in 2008(:
hope 2009 can be as smoothly as i hope to be(:

hope 2009 will be a good year ahead.

2009-01-01T00:54:00.009+08:00

happy new year to everyone hahas!
hope year 2009 can be peaceful.hahas!

there were many unhappiness in 2008 and i hope that 2009 wont be like tis.
in skul i am be smiling and laughin for nothing, but deep inside mi, i'm just feeling down.
just laugh to make myself feel happy.
u guys may thin tat i'm a idiot sometime laughing for nothing. but just feel tat laugh also one day passed, dun laugh also one day passed so might as well laugh to make my day passed happier. but now i wont laugh for nothing anymore. just wana be back to myself. got happy thing den laugh if not u guys will see mi in my black n idiot face. sometimes, i just felt tired being like tis. but i just wana change myself back to what i am use to be when i'm alone.
when skul reopen u guys may see a different attitude huimin.dont ask mi what had happen to mi cos i also dunno. sometime just dun feel lik talking. sometime really feel lik talking but no one to talk to so forget it. when i talk too much u guys may find mi noisy, when i dun talk u guys will think tat i'm angry or what, but i'm not. just dun feel lik talking. tat all.

sometime i really miss my secondary skul life esp sec 2 wif borlian,pingying, liwen junhong,ivan, christina,quilong and danny around mi tat really make my life colourful. joking, craping and all stuff during lesson.if can i really hope to go back to sec 2. but is impossible. always rmb the time in sec 3 and 4 wif borlian during POA lesson. beating each other hit red red. and meeting huixian every friday to go shopping after skul. although now we are in the same skul but we seldom go out lik wat we use to be anymore due to time. hiaz. really miss my secondary skul life.

now?? in ITE??? just cant find tat kind of fun in class. but i really hope tat in the new year nothing bad will happen. cos i dun wana lose anymore friendship. already lost one, shuting. although i say hate her but i just felt nth. really dun wan to lost friendship bcos of small thing.
afraid of bring hurt again?? or what?? i dunno... all i know now is i wont out all my heart inside everything i do cos i know not everything in tis world is ture ...

too many things had happened in tis world tat tells mi tat the world look so real but yet so fake.
many things cant be seem through my naked eyes but still can feel it inside my heart tat things are changing not for the better but for the worst. so i really hope tat when the world seem so ture, it can be really ture and not the other way round in 2009.

all i wishes for 2009..
1. wish tat i can hope well in skul work.
2. hope tat i can go to good conpany for my IA.
3. hope everyone around mi have good health and dun fall sick easily.
4. have more money tis year. need to save liao cannot anyhow spend liao.
5. hope to have new phone samsung F480.hope can buy it myself for my birthday present. $298 lei. hiaz..
6. aim one bag at eight percent. save money. hope can buy it myself for my own birthday present.hahas!
7. hope tis year can pass smoothly without much conflict.
8. save more money. have not been saving for the passed 18 years of my life liao.

think tis should all i wish for the time being ba.

-stop laughing n fooling around but be a serious person in 2009-

2008-12-30T21:34:00.002+08:00

hmmx nothing much happen.

as usual, slept until late morning, watch online show.

afternoon went to grandma house for lunch.

stay there de whole afternoon till now just came back.

sian skul goin to start liao.

i haven enjoy yet.

is like to mi, my holiday still haven start yet den now goin to end liao.

think gonna be more stress den b4 le.

really hope tat i can cope will.

2008-12-29T22:48:00.005+08:00

today went back skul for aqua duty.
after tat went homw waiting for yilin's call.
den went to meet her at amk hub shopping.
bought a present at face shop for a frien.
dunno went meeting n pass it to her.
then went to popular buy my stuff.
after tat went to fair price,
taut of buying sushi,
but in the end no money so cant buy.
sad.
i want eat sushi man!
haiz.
after tat yilin follow mi home hahas.
tat's all bb(:

trip to paris ris to buy fish n shopping wif liwen

2008-12-27T22:27:00.004+08:00

today morning went to paris ris there de fish farm wif betta ppl buy betta fish.

after tat went to meet liwen at paris ris interchange den went to eat lunch.

after lunch went shopping.

when we were in a bag shop, a sale girl ask mi whether am i huimin anot. i dun rmb her face lo until she say junkai last time jio u b4 rt? den she still say she last time wif huixian de belinda den i somehow rmb her abit. she say she saw mi at interchange, i laso got see her, we just look at each other den she walk away. now den i know y she look at mi for so long.

hiaz duno happy or sad. if she now still can recognise mi tat mean since primary till now my face nv change at all. should i be happy or sad??? dunno.

after tat went to downtown east dere de seaside blow wind den go shopping again.

after tat wnet to her godma house take her thing den go compass point walk walk. den go home.

tis is how i felt for the passed few days.. half sunny half moody..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:

2008-12-20T20:41:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KORSHIM.
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO YING JUN.

today went to Clarke Quay to collect birthday cake for de 2 birthday boi wif belinda. den took cab down to amk plaza de k box. first tiem go tis kbox. hahas at first was around 13 ppl but in de end also nv come left de 7 of us. ( weijie, chris, yanguang, yingjun, korshim, belinda and mi) lol. k box damn boring, doing nth. lol hahas

after kbox, weijie, chris, yanguang, yingjun went to take bus go yishun de safra while korshim belinda n mi go buy christmas present for belinda de coursin. after tat went down to belinda de ah ma salon give present den took cab down to yishun safra meet them.. hahas bowling yingjun won chris... ( chris still say he will not lost in his blog, heard from weijie de ) hahas in de end still lost.. lol.. de picutre of de score wif weijie.. hahas.. about 7.20pm lik tat left yishun n home sweet home.. so tired.. tv spoil again.. taut reach home can watch tv de hiaz wat de hell.. cannot watch liao la so use com.. lol.. go sleep liao.. really damn boring...wa. today ate too much chocolate liao now throat abit pain liao.. chocolate cake eat too much liao, althought nv finish hahas den reach home ate one chocolate hahas can't stand it liao.. ytd just recover onli now cuming back liao..i dun wan sick hahas..

2008-12-17T20:18:00.003+08:00

tis few days so sian man..
cannot wash my hair.. mux wait for tol den can wash.. cos rebond hair.. hiaz
cant stand it liao. tol first thing in de morning is WASH MY HAIR!!!
everytime one day can wash 2 to 3 time den now cos rebond hair, 3 days cannot wash.. hahas actually is tol night den can wash.. hahas but tol goin out so mus wash first b4 goin out. (:

whole day staying at home sleep eat watch tv..
cos cannot wash hair, i do all de things tat wont make mi sweat hahas! actually is lazy la.. lol..

go watch tv liao bb(:

2008-12-15T21:08:00.014+08:00

hahas today finally got de time to blog(:
been busy for de pass few days.

last friday mine holiday ended earlier den my friends cos of mine uncle wedding so din go for cca tat afternoon. hahas photos will do all de talking (:

last sat, went to pasir ris wif ber,korshim and betta group see betta fishes.
there so many golden retriver argghhh mine flavour.. hahas but i dun dare go in.. onli stay far far watch.. lol.

ytd,sun, went to aunt house at novena in de morning. planned to go singapore flyer after morning breakfast wif uncle, but whole day raining sia. lol. sian lo. den watch movie at dere. watch until fall asleep. around 4 pm, they wake mi up say goin singapore flyer liao, rain stop liao.. hahas finally! reach dere so boring lo.. also nth see one.. hahas ( hmmx mayb go wif bf den fun )but i dun have :( took some photos, but de photo not wif mi hahas will upload de photos when i got them (:

den today, went to yishun to rebond my hair.. hahas sit dere for 3 hours or so.. so tiring lo. but nvm at least got it rebond.. broke liao lo.. rebond cost mi $150.. lol.. no more money liao hiaz!!!

go watch tv liao :D

2008-12-10T21:01:00.002+08:00

hi all :D
hahas so long nv blog liao. too busy doin things.
omg just release tat i got alot of first thing in ite.
tis time is first time play tennis hoho..
i really dun know how to play lo.. onli keep chasing for de ball.. lol.
cos i taut if i know how to play badminton, i stil will know how to play tennis..
cos is de same ma.. but in de end is not what i think hahas. nvm i wana learn.. hehes.. wa i also wan learn how to play squash hahas:D
today GM class test.. hiaz fail liao la..
again first time.. everytime before any test, i stil chiong until de ver last min de , no matter i understand or not. but today dunno y.. mayb really dun see any hope in GM liao ba.. got lunch break for 2 n 1/2 hours b4 test start, i dun even have de mood to open my bag and take de notes out. all de other were studying n mi?? i dunno wat i doin.. playing psp.. ber also say mi.. first time lik tat. haiz..
my maths class test onli get 57/100. hiaz.
next time try harder..
ok end here liao.. byebye (:

finally skul start late n end early :D love it!

2008-12-03T20:24:00.003+08:00

today nth much happen.
n yes!! finally got one week day can sleep until auto wake up liao..
tol skul start at 12 cos ytd did de test liao, n today is de next half of de class.
today wan de ver first lesson i didnt fall asleep during maths lesson.
mayb i'm not lack of sleep today.. just felt so shiok, not onli stay awake,n also understand de lesson after cher repeat her one time.. finally not much logarithm liao.. hoho.. so happy..
some more today de skul end at 3 even more shiok lahz.
normally skul for wed is 8am to 5pm. but today hahas 12pm to 3pm..
faster go home.. so long nv go home early at this time liao.. i miss it!!
reach home liao eat..
after eating,bath den pack my file cos too messy.. cant stand it..bcos of mine laziness lol hahas.
helped ber copy all de work.. hahas hope she will understand wat i write..
mc so many days liao. get well soon wor.. look after urself (:
just finish my dinner,now cracking on my GM tutorial 2.. argghhh dunno how to do.. hahas
i dunno whether wan to study QCnA de surprise test for tol anot le..
say liao is surprise, if i study = no more surprise liao ma..
if i nv study fail how?? hahas
see.. tat's mi! (: just get fan bout small little thing lik this hees! (:
hahas faster finish.. finish liao watch tv lo.. hohoho :D

2008-12-02T21:56:00.003+08:00

today siao one lo ..
reach skul at 8 plus cos teacher say my practical assignment n phrase test start at 9 as i'm de second batch..
in de end i went in at 9.30 or 10 ar?? cant rmb cos nv see time..
drag so long man..

first , de phrase test.. ( under miss fong )
mux take a cell from agar plate n smear it on de glass slide. after tat do gram staining..
den after tat put under microscope to view..
cher ask mi to focus n show her..
guess wat.. i did foucs n show her, den she go n turn de fine focus n ask mi where where where got focus..of cus where got focus la.. u go n turn le.. clear de thing bcum blur la.. lol..
she keep saying one cell one cell.. dun even know wat she talking la.. den i piont de big cell for her she say wrong. nvm hahas cos really wrong.. hahas. den point other thing ,he kept repeating de saem thing.. 1 cell 1 cell.. den i point again, she repeat aga-in.. lol.. aiya den i anyhow point one single cell let her see she say correct.. lol -.- hahas. mine one ver hard to find one single cell alone cos all pack together.. not isolate at all.. hahas.. nvm

next is de practical assignment.( under miss anna )
easily lo hahas.
just show cher de parts of microscope den got make liao. hahas .
show her all objective(4x, 10x, 40x, 100x) de focus can liao.. easy lo hahas..
den do calculation finish liao..

hmmx under miss fong one dunno can pass anot. cos wrong alot of time..
but i can say under miss anna de can pass easily.. hahas.. :D
finally no more worry for tis liao ..
but hiaz.. thursday got surprise test for QCnA theory..
next wed got GM class test also !!! haiz.. really can make it man..
heard they say from miss anna tat de practical assignment n phrase test ver easy.. but de class test is hard lik hell.. omg!!! how how how??
aiya dun care now all i wan is to relaz!! hahaa!!!

today no pm lesson lol...
den go for pe lesson..change cher liao..he ver friendly lo hahas omg guess wat??? i think u also cant imaging tat i played street soccer today!!!
can say is first time play soccer hahas!!! quite fun lo. fun until my shoes goin spoil liao hahas!! now leg got blister liao!!
omg i wana play soccer again.. i mean street soccer not field de soccer. all mug.. hahas

2008-12-01T21:11:00.002+08:00

hmmx tol got GM de practical assignment n phrase test!!!
omg i still dunno wat to study n how to start.. haiz..
it seem lik i'm starting to give up hope on it..
really wan to study but nth goes in...
just reading through also dunno wat i'm reading...
how how how???

hiaz all i can say now is i really hope tol de test not difficult..
if tol de test i did badly .. hiaz i thin i really got no more hope le ba..
first time felt tat practical assignment n phrase test so hard..
use have score A or B for all de practical assignment n phrase test..
really can face up if i fail tol de practical assignment n phrase test . haiz..

nth more to say le ..
just try my ver best tol ba.. jiayou!

2008-11-29T14:22:00.003+08:00

haiz. ver stress.. wan to study but really dun have de mood to do so.
how.. not much time left liao.
tuesday got practical assignment n phrase test.. after tat cuming is class test..
damn hard la.. until now i really dunno wat i'm studying actually.
last thursday de maths test cannot make it liao.. haiz.. think de cuming GM test should be no different from maths ba..

hmmx nvm la.. rest first.. tol got mood den see how ba..
hope time dun pass so fast.. (:

and for de post ytd, i really cant control myself.
cos is lik out of a sudden i felt tat i'm a IDIOT to others..
lol. argghhh dun care liao la.. waste my time wif all those thing...
i really hope for de rest of my time in skul, nth bad will happen..

WAT A FUCKING DAY!!!

2008-11-28T13:09:00.002+08:00

FUCK LA!!! FUCKING ANGRY NOW LA!! TIS IS NOT DE FIRST TIME LIAO LO!! WORLD SO UNFAIR N BIAS LA!!! NOT ONLI FRIENDS BUT TEACHER ALSO!! HEY COME ON LA!! U R A TEACHER LA.. HOW CAN U BE BIAS IN FRONT OF STUDENTS! ALTHOUGHT U ARE ALSO HUMAN.. BUT U DIN EVEN GIVE US AN GOOD EXAMPLE OF WAT IS A GOOD TEACHER!! DEN HOW WE KNOW WAT IS A GOOD TEACHER!! AND DOES TAT MEAN TAT WE CAN TREAT U BACK DE SAME WAY TAT U TREATED MI SINCE TIS IS DE WAY U TREAT MI???!!!!

AND I JUST TELL U MY FEELING ONLI JUST TO LET U UNDERSTAND WAT I'M THINKING !!! AND U SAY I SCOLD U!! WAT DE HELL MAN..CAN U BE REASONABLE ANOT.. STOP GIVING MI TAT FACE LA PLS!!! DUN ACT INNOCENT OR SAY ''ORHX ORHX ORHX I UNDERSTAND I UNDERSTAND'' IN FRONT OF MI DEN BEHIND MI U SAY I SCOLD U !!! BASTARD!!!

MINE STOMACH IS BOILING NOW MAN!!! REALLY FEEL LIK HOLDING U UP AND KILL U MAN!!!!

I DUNNO IF DE WORLD IS UNFAIR OR DE SKUL IS UNFAIR!!!

NO ONE CAN BE TRUSTED IN THE SKUL MAN EXCEPT CLOSE FRIENDS..

EVER SINCE I ENTER TIS SKUL I DUNNO IF I STILL CAN TRUST OTHER PPL..

FIRST BEING CHEATED BY FRIEND.

SECOND BEING UNFAIRLY TREATED BY TEACHERS.

AND NOW WHAT!!!

BEING ACCUSED BY PPL!!!

NOW FINALLY U SEE MY OTHER SIDE OF FACE!!! BETTER DUN STEP MY TAIL OR U WILL GET IT FROM MI MAN!!! DUN THIN ONLI U HAVE 2 FACES!! I ALSO HAVE!!! U CAN SEE MY FRIENDLY SIDE BUT ONCE U STEP MY TAIL... I DUNNO WAT I WILL DO!!

2008-11-26T17:31:00.003+08:00

last sat went to kranji farm to do project..
damn tiring la..
walk lik hell man.. weather so hot.. but we took cab..
hahas after tat went to lot 1 for lunch.. n carry on wif our trip.. chua chu kang de farmart.. follow ber's mom company for project..
after de whole trip went home.. bath,take file, n off i went to ber house to do powerpoint cos teacher wan to see.

stay overnight at ber house to do project..
from 4 pm do until 3.30 am.. so tiring
wa.. her aircon ver cold sia..i cold until i 9 am wake up.. hahas
taut of continued to sleep de. but i really cold until i can feel tat my leg goin to cramp liao.. so wake up go her living room watch tv.. play psp.. wait for them to wake up.. hahas

around 1 plus went home..
continue sleeping... damn tired man..
lack of sleep!!!

HOW I WISH SKUL DUN START TO EARLY.. EVERYDAY 8 AM EXCEPT FOR MONDAY 10 AM.. STILL END SO LATE 5 PM.. EVERYDAY 5.30am MUX WAKE UP.. HIAZ.. I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT AR!! FEEL LIK GOIN SKUL IN DE AFTERNOON!!! ... YA SAY SO MUCH.. WISH ONLI.. WHICH WILL NEVER COME TURE FOR TIS TERM...

2008-11-26T17:18:00.004+08:00

updating now.. lol dunno wat to say...
UPDATE BCOS GOT PPL SAY MY BLOG DIE LIAO..HOR HOR.. DUNNO WHICH SALTY N BLACK HORSE SAY MI.. HAHAS BUT ALSO CAN LIK TAT SAY SO LA..

hmmx hope tol de lab maths can do..
yes!!! friday skul cancel!! hoho.. but neec go ber house so project..
hmmx after project time goin home not goin back skul for cca. siao. hahas!

erm mind blank liao.. got headache not!!

all i hope is tol de lab maths easy easy hahas!! logarithms!! omg!! i hate logarithms!!!
so confusing!! hiaz.. tol see paper how lo .. hahas now say so much also no use.. ritex?

tol go skul for dunno how long onli sia.. hiaz
QCnA lesson sure ver fast one.. den thin got 3 to 4 hours of break den test..
yeah 1 pm can go liao!!

should i go out tol?? see my mood!! hoho!!
HOPE TOL CAN DO MY TEST PAPER!!!
SHOULD I LOOK FORWARD???
ARGGHHH fan la!!! till now i still now mood study.. lol..

argghhh i wan to work sia.. bcos of test cannot work.. mus study..
tol to sunday they goin sell laptop liao... tat day ah long called mi ask mi help sell toshiba.. hiaz cannot work!!! final exam faster finish man!!! finsih liao i can go for mine industrail attachment liao!! hoho.. tis one i really looking forward man!!! :D end here byebye!

2008-11-11T17:39:00.002+08:00

today quite boring.
morning was so lazy to wake up for skul. so tired. hiaz but still went to skul.wat de hell am i talking i always goes to skul wat. lols.
as usual went to cafe 2 for lunch. after lunch went for lab maths lesson. wa so tired man. i faster do finish all de question on de paper den sleep liao. keep on knocking lo left n right, left n right. den really cant stand it liao la i put my head on de table. table so low lo. so uncomfortable. hiaz. den hor. i put down lik less den 2 mins teacher say lesson end liao.. lol.. 2 hours de lesson become less den 1 hour. aiya use to it liao is use tat still need to wait for another hour den pe lesson. PM1 (lifeskill) lesson was cancel today. hahas tat y pe lesson was push forward if not i thin now just board de bus goin home ba. hahas.ran 15 rounds at de carpark cos raining den mark attendance den release liao hahas shiok!
went to cafe 1 drink water eat fries den go home liao..
planning to take bus 22 today de. Q up at de 22 stand den see onli got one double deck n one single. so i was thinking de double deck just drove in onli so should be single deck coming. eee i dun wan sit single deck hahas den so Q 72. know wat. i go Q72 liao hor 1 double deck de 22 came.. lol..so sad. nvm 72 reach home faster.. hahas! goin rest liao so tired. byes (:

misslemon(: luves

2008-11-10T22:29:00.003+08:00

today after skul went to meet bear bear korkor got movie. hahas
we watch Quantum Of Solace. didnt really catch wat they acting hahas. den talking inside hahas.
luckly no ppl sitting beside us. after show went to eat mac. after mac went home. so tired now. argghhh tol 5.30am mux wake up liao. sianx! anyway thx kor (: nitex nitex !!! :D

painting day(:

2008-11-09T20:01:00.002+08:00

today so tired ar. woke up around 8.30am. den around 9 plus go grandma house to help up. they painting de whole house. hahas mine hands so tired sia. kana whole body wif paint. hands,legs,face abit, hair also. alot of paint stuck inside my finger nails ar! no choice got to cut short short. lols after cutting nails, wash up n rest for a while. dunno y suddenly mouth sososo itch, keep looking for food to eat though i not hungry at all. hahas but i keep saying i ver hungry! lols. rest liao den dunno y my hand itch again. know wat. i trim mine hair hahas. at first cut all de destroyed end. but until de end dunno y trim until so fun den keep on cutting. argghhh dun care la. hahas tis is de first time i dun care bout mine hair. dunno y hahas mayb fun ba too boring liao. trim finish liao nth do hand still itch. hahas den go help paint de wall again hahas! tis time i clever man i wear gloves n paint. hahas if not kana my whole fingers again den no nails cut liao later cut my meat hahas!. around 5 plus finally finish painting hahas! den dinner time yeah. HUNGRY SIA!tats all. bye peeps(:

tiring n fun painting day(:

2008-11-08T21:18:00.003+08:00

so long nv blog liao.cos life so boring. but today got abit thing say hahas yes i'm back!
today morning went to amk hub meet ber to do her thing n i also go top up my bus card.
after tat went to korshim house to do our project.
we were weeks behind other group but we manage to catch up in time wif others. cos we started late. hahas quite happy la at least got somethin done. but still planning on other things.not very sure yet. we did from 10 am plus to 6pm hahas. quite relax! hope our project will go on well! feeling giddy liao. bye peeps(:

2008-10-30T20:18:00.001+08:00

dunno y sitting in front of mine com..
suddenly feel so sad.. so emo.. dunno wat to do..
mine mind so blank..
xin fan ar! but just dunno fan bout wat!
argghhh k la i go do homework liao.. byebye

2008-10-28T20:04:00.002+08:00

so boring. dunno wat to update.

today sick ar! erm mine mind blank liao. hoho

if tol still running tap den i think i not goin skul le..

byebye!

update liao hor..wont rot liao.HUISIEN!!! tis is wat u wan.. hees jk la!

go rest liao nitex nitex :)

2008-10-17T20:42:00.006+08:00

hoho so long nv update liao.. just felt so tired to update .. lazy to even use com... bleah.. all i can say is I DUN HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO SLEEP AR!!! haiz... monday skul start at 9 end at 5... tuesday n wednesday worst... 8 to 5... thursday lei... 8 to 3... friday worst.. 8 to 11.30.. den got 2 n 1/2 hr dunno do wat ... waiting for cca to start at 2 to 5 .. no different lo everyday lik start skul at 8 end at 5 lik tat.. every morning 5.15am need to wake up le..

fell sick ytd(thursday) mayb smell too much smoke le den brain no oxygen.. went to de toilet den got 3 to 4 malay gals smoking inside.. wat de hell.. i cum out from toilet den i told mine frien dunno i just went to toilet or temple man.. damn smoky la..den when at airport eat lunch.. cos got 3 hr break.. cant rmb how long le.. after tat went for lesson.. omg i was sitting right at de front row.. den teacher keep talking n talking.. dragging n dragging.. argghhh!!!! headache sia!! cant stand it PHOTO TAKEN AT AIRPORT..

den today.. grouping for project.. hiaz.. 4 in a group.. sian lo..best is can get along la.. dun cum step my tail!!! hahas.. hope tis project can be done asap... 70% sia!!! mux work hard!! hahas aqua club.. cca.. today choose chairman.. hees yanguang!! hahas jiayou yoh!! hees i will try not to make difficulties for u!! today cca so boring until i draw korshim on de white board hahas!!!
yeah I'M LOOKING FORWARD FOR MY INDUSTRAIL ATTACHMENT (IA) hahas!! 6 more months to go!!! faster faster!! but abit worry.. cos I DUN WAN TO GO FARM FOR MY IA!!! I WAN GO LAB DE COMPANIES!!! PLS!!! SOMEMORE THEY SAY FARM GOT DOG!!! ARGGHHH.. IF REALLY KANA FARM I DUNNO CAN TAHAN ANOT.. OR EVERYDAY GO DERE CHASE BY DOG HAHAS DEN EVERYDAY CRY HAHAS!!! I SCARE DOG!!! HEES :D
LOL... TOO BORED LIAO...

NITES PEEP.. MISS n LOVE :D

♥MISSLEMON:D

2008-10-09T21:27:00.004+08:00

argghhhh!!! today so boring.. went skul for duty.. had duty wif weiyi n weiqi..erm can say it as duty wif myself ba.. hardly talk to them .. hahas i rmb de ver first question i ask weiyi.. er u all reach ver long liao ar?? she replied er ok la.. -.- sian diao! i was alone in de room haiz so boring no one to talk to. but nvm faster finish faster go.. after tat korshim came den sit inside de room. den i do finish duty i go liao.. de last sentence i say to them is er i go back first hor.. she replied er ok lo.. -.- almost de same ans.. -.- damn sian la.. hahas nvm den went to tampanies interchange meet belinda.
after tat i hungry den went to mos burger eat lunch.. can say is breakfast la hahs breakfast cam lunch = brunch..??? erm derek working frien teach one hahas mayb wrong spelling hahas.. after eatin den keep asking korshim do maths due to his o lvl maths cuming liao den he lik heck care lik tat -.- haiz.. after tat went watch connected .. wa lau starting i dun dare watch la.. just find it a bit scary.. den reaching de end find it ver nice hahas. after movie when mac sit down eat.. den ber reading tot us other horoscope hahas ! quite fun la! telling korshim to practice his maths also! wa lau keep staring at de question onli! he dunno i help him solve de question den he say he understand liao den close book liao!! hiaz.. he dun even bother to write it down! i write until so messy somemore i got write 2 or 3 time onli 1 time is correct de i also nv earse de wrong one den i say u understand liao.. haiz.. den best is u understand lo .
all i can do is to help u as much as i can la.. cos u are taking o level maths which i'm not a o level student.. i'm just n level. but i will try my ver best to help u.. de rest depends on whether u got put in all ur heart to study anot! u cant depend all on us cos u are de one taking o lvl not us! i wana see ur proper studying attitude! but today i didnt see it at all! quite disappointing la! somemore u morning came skul liao still say sry to mi cos u felt guilty toward mi.. den u put in all ur effort show mi tat u r really sry n wana study! dun just say sry liao den heck care liao.. tat's all i wana say!! sry for bein mean.. :( really hope u understand cos i dun wan to see u feeling sad or regrad when u get ur o level cert next year! (: jiayou korshim.. put in all ur heart.. i know u can make it de is just tat whether u wan anot!! (: jiayou..

p.s. korshim if u read tis n u felt bring offence.. i'm sry.. hope u dun mind.. (: good luck to u.
nitex peep(:

2008-10-06T17:54:00.002+08:00

ready to go for work on last sat.. abit not feeling well liao. but i taut nvm abit onli tat serious so went off lo. den at yio chu kang mrt station waiting for wilfred i really cant stand it liao.. keep running nose argghh i hate tis! called laisiang[boss] for leave hahas.. so friendly lo. he said 'err sick ar.. ok lo den sunday same time lo' hahas den went home rest.. didnt really rest cos reach home liao mum ask mi to pei her bring didi go tuition n went for lunch.. lol i'm feel lik scolding myself man.. around 11 am mine running tap stopped.. wth.. de nin de afternoon headache liao..JUSTIN!! UR FAULT LA.. U HIA WO GOT FLU ONE.. HAHAS jk la.

job ended ytd.. hahas managed to sell 2 ytd..met more new friends on de last day. kinda fun la hahas. at first i taut it will be boring cos sidney not working. lol hahas. but it turn out de other way.. :Dsomemore got 1 twins say i dun look lik 18 years old due to mine height.. wat de hell..they say i look lik 16.. lol ..ppl say i look older lo. hahasafter work when eat wif acer ppl at mos burger.. taut they goin home but they when to eat.. so follow lo..was chatting wif sheryl n nathan on msn..lol nathan said i quite dao. of cos la hahas i also dunno u at first of cos dao la. but when u know mi i not tat dao liao lo.. ritex ritex nathan??? hahas

ber house today.. she help mi do mine blog..i so stupid. so easy de thing i also dunno..hiaz.. n thx for de curry hahas:D k la end here.. kinda headache liao..

a post of 3 days. hahas
:D

2008-09-30T23:27:00.002+08:00

currently working at imm.. lol rotting. but make more new friends! hahas. kana fun den funan. more ppl more talking (: but still sell none. second day liao haha! but who cares.. happy can liao hahas! tis time working wif wilfred korkor also [: not do can go find him liao haha! from monday to sunday! hahas but not working on friday :'( got to go back skul. lame lo got meeting hahas . 5 more day to go.. jiayou hope can sell tol [: nitex peeps

2008-09-26T22:10:00.002+08:00

afternoon when skul for cca meeting n duty from 2 to 4.40 hahas .
went to meet liwen at city hall mrt station n headed to ochard.
saw ah beng at far east! lols. didnt buy anything cos no money hahas.. n i dun feel lik spendin money also. after liwen bought her bag we headed to de bus stop n went home.. tat all for today. [: boring. life almost de same everyday. oh ya. receive call from wilfred korkor about working at IMM next week. hmmx he say de person will call mi so i got to wait. hahas until now also haven call. lalalas slowly wait ba. [: byebye peeps :P

2008-09-25T21:22:00.002+08:00

hmmx nth much to say today..
morning woke up,getting ready go skul pei ber do her duty, cos ytd she pei mi also , but called mi telling mi not to go cos after her duty she need to rush home help her bro do thing so nv go lo.
stayed at home today watching show hahs. after lunch fell asleep. so shiok! so long nv eat full full sleep liao! arggh gonna gain weight again.. nei who cares for now.. hahas happy can liao! :D
evening when to grandma house for dinner.den dad say dere were 3 police cars downstair, saw 4 to 5 policemen keep pulling a snake tat is hiding under de electric... dunno wat de hahas! lols.. den i was thinking snake??? shouldnt they call de zoo keeper or wat de..??? y call policeman..policeman is to catch thief not snake!! hahs they were down dere for around 2 hours.. lol so hard to catch maiz hahas! den after dinner went home! tat's all.

nite peeps [:

2008-09-24T20:50:00.003+08:00

hmmx today went back to sec skul, look for mr ong take back my result. reach skul at around 10.10am. went to de security to take de visitor pass den walk to de general office. called mr ong- he say he was having lesson so i waited for him to end his lesson at 10.45am. went to de canteen,taut of eating rice [ i miss de foods at de rice store] but was close sad! so walk around de canteen , reading all cards from de huge pillar. it was all about my classmates.. all de encouragement from VP , form teacher.. some were funny hahas.!
after reading, kana bored so walk around de skul.. nei nv change still de same as last time! den saw miss hannah low hahas chat for a while n she forgot mine name, can't blame,a teacher need to rmb hundreds of name of their students hahas. while i was sitting outside de staff office, mrs hsu saw mi n came to talk to mi.. den she ask mi one question.. u play table tennis one rt? i was so shock tat she forgot mi! use to say i'm de assistance captian but more forgot mi hiaz sad. but in de end she rmb hahas! saw mdm chen also mine first year of sec 4 de chinese teacher.. hahas she ver old liao but still teaching.. i miss her too. gees[:
around 10.40am.. saw some students cuming down for recess lols some saw mi lik dunno form which planet cum one keep looking hahas.1 is mine friend but he forgot mi. use to disturb mi de den stm cant rmb mi.. lols. awhile later mr ong came down, pass mi n result den chat awhile hees! after tat rush to skul [simei ite] for duty..

reach skul saw belinda sitting down dere liao but de door was lock. so i called miss peggy.. she told us to wait for another 15 mins cos she was having lunch or wat de. den i msg kuna tell mi i reach liao. den dere he came hahas! i show kuna where de betta fishes was n where were de food kept at. den i go do mine marine liao heehees. clean de tank, wash de sands[wif de help of kuna], fed fishes. de fishes was around mine hand while i was cleaning de tank for them hahas hungry until lik tat. lol den ber n kuna did de pH test for marine,betta n gw hahas!

after tat pei ber to raffles city , she go find de restuatant where she is goin to celebrate her mom birthday wif her family. hahas den after tat went walk around looking for laptop cos she wana buy hahas. den ask her go funan see cos all laptop. den she aimed one already hahas. after tat when to take bus n home sweety home hahas!

hmmx i think today de post is de longest le ba.
nites loves[:

2008-09-23T20:46:00.002+08:00

today went to changi airport wif belinda n korshim..nth much to walk lols -.- " sit de skytrain to n fro hahas nth to do ma den dunno do wat just sit inside de skytrain a few time.
went to eat sakae sushi at terminal 2. so full.. until now still ver full..so long nv eat so full liao. cant even stand straight hees :D
after eating pei belinda go mini toon buy key chain. was finding de interchange at terminal 2 but cant find lols. den went to terminal 3 de interchange.. hahas . de bus did drove to terminal 2 but dunno y we cant find it. anyway board at terminal 3 also good got place sit. if board at terminal 2, sure got to sit for quite a long while. hahas!
tat's all for today:D

i break i cry. u break u buy..

2008-09-22T21:18:00.008+08:00

today woke up at around 11.30..so long nv sleep till so late liao hahas feeling great! woke up liao but lying on bed watching show until 1 plus den eat, eat finish bath..

meet up darling at 3 plus to marine square. hahas went to Andersen eat.we order one Single Findue,Signature cheesecake n a drink. i love their Signature cheesecake. hahas it's great! hahas gonna eat it some day again! after tat went shopping.. hahas she say gonna buy clothes but in de end didnt buy any.. not enough time to shop much cos she went to meet her bf .. meeting up next time to shop more hahas!

photo time...

THE END!

GOOD NITEX(:

2008-09-21T23:20:00.002+08:00

no more job le.. hahas at least sold one laptop.. hees.

went to ah kim house today.. so hot man cant stand it.. bath 4 time today argghh ..
wa po cook curry hahas den whole day i onli ate curry n bread onli. de curry until my stomach goin explode liao lo . but it was nice. i really miss wapo cooking.. esp.. de chilli crab argghhh so long nv eat crab liao..

hahas i lost de weight for de past 6 days, today 1 day all gain back!! omg hahas! i wan to work den i can on diet hahas if not sure whole day eat one !!! lols

hmmx tat's all for today hahas! nitex

2008-09-17T21:33:00.003+08:00

sry for not updating for de past few days. so tired working. but aiya got money can liao.
was suffering for de first 2 days cos know nth bout laptop. n i'm selling laptop. haiz. i'm a com idiot. den ytd korshim kana fire. haiz. really scare he cry. cos see his eyes red red liao den i scare after today they will also ask mi not to go back anymore but nv. hahas
sell nth for de past 2 days.been living in a worried n fear life for de past 2 day.n finally i'm feeling a bit relax today.[mayb cos dun need to worry for korshim anymore le ba] den today(3rd day) almost sell one. but in de end tat person say wan to wait for black colour de laptop,cos currently onli got white colour, so say okay lo. den after work everything pack liao goin back up to de shop i heard de incharge say onli got white colour. haiz there's goes mine comission.sad! but today quite good la. cos got one more part timer also hahas china one he ver good lo got help mi when i dunno how to ans to de customer. hahas hope tol can sell at least one!! i not greedy one.. one will do!! pls god!! god pls give mi some energy. i almost cant breathe... really feel lik crying for de first 2 days.. but i'm trying my ver best to hope on!! ... if i cry now.. i will be a loser forever...

3 more days to go... hope ways goin in mine hand.. [:
TOL WILL BE A BRAND NEW DAY A BRAND NEW START. JIAYOU[:
ANYONE WANNA BUY LAPTOP???
IENOVO. AT FUNAN.. THANK YOU[: